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CrystalMushroom
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2005 @ 05:59pm

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	I'm getting old!!!!!!!!!! Guys! The end is drawing near!!!!! I'm turning 18!!!!!!!!!! Isn't it horrible!!!! Soon I'll be considered an adult(though I act as though im 6(when I want to i act mature)) I meant it might not be that bad because I can finally order stuff off t.v. now (oh yeah!!! Chocolate factory is mine now!!!) and play the number, but now i can't really dilly dally like I want to. I have to think about bills and books and the worst thing ever....... A J.O.B. eek Just kidding! That I'm already used to that stuff, but still i have to start to decide what I want to do for the rest of my life soon. I want to be a writer, but I don't want to say that, that is my definate choice. I need to take responsibility for myself now and that to me is kind of difficult. I'm not complaining though. It's just the thought is overwhelming, you know. Well i guess what I'm trying to say is enjoy your youth an dwhen you get this stage, please be ready for it. I don;t want anyone else to be like me and be in an endless state of confusion. But if you just happened to be in an endless state of confusion, try to figure it out and use that time to think about other things, like maybe the meaning of life, is there intelligent life on other planets?, or how does Cloud (from ff7) keep his hair spikey like that?(hairspray or gel?I can never tell) I mean those are some serious questions to try and figure out. Well anyway, MY birthday is sept 11, so mark that down in your calender and get me a gift.(anything nightmare before christmas and I would marry you instantly). Seeya later dudes!

Posted: Sat Jun 25, 2005 @ 03:35am

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	Life It's really funny to me..... It's funny that when you're are in high school, you think the image of what people think of you is so important, but for the first time today I felt it wasn't important. I'm talking about how you feel when you are out of school, you feel as though you are alittle unfased. Nothing has changed for you and you feel like you are the same, but then you slowly figure that you don't have people watching you like you did in school or you don't have to pick and choose your friends in the little enviroment you call school. I wouldn't have notice this if it wasn't for my friend today. We were in the car coming from a movie we had just seen (Land of the Dead.) and she said she needed a good driving song. Usually in my past small way of thinking, I would have said "Put hot 106 on", but she started to spit out choices. She said Avril (You know the rocker chick with a bad attitude) and I said why not. It hit me there, I mean right there. We had the windows down and the stereo was up and I didn't care. I wasn't afraid of having someone see me with a different kind of music that I actually secretly liked. It's so liberating when you are on your way of finding yourself. It's not like someone else can say "You are Such and Such" and you have to deal with it. You find that out on your own and no one can change that about you.......No one can make your destiny for you. You make and choose it on your own........oh and I have good news. I saved a bunch of money on my car insu---------- No not that! I WON MY BID ON EBAY!!!!!!!!!! IM GETTING THE DIGIVICE!!!!!!!!!!! AND NO IMAGE IS GONNA STOP ME FROM PLAYING WITH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MWAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TAKE THAT IMAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh yeah.......sorry....must be me again......Well I'm gonna stop writing for tonight. Bye Guys

CrystalMushroom
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Posted: Fri Jun 24, 2005 @ 03:25am

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	eBAY!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD PEOPLE!!!!!!! I have just found out about the wonderful internet site that we all know and love. EBAY!!!!!!! Yes guys, i have been bitten by the ebay bug and I like it! I have bidded on A silver digivice from season 2 and hopefully it will be in my hands. It feels like a birthday present to myself, but paid for by my mom. Is that not the best of both worlds! I mean if I get it (I'd Better!!!!!!!!) and I don't have to pay for it means it's......hmmm how do you say......FREE!!!! What beats that! Well maybe having a guy over on one of those lonely nights, but.......NEVERMIND THAT!. I KNOW WHY I WANT A JOB NOW BECAUSE I WANT BID ON EBAY. Of course I don't want to become one of those women who sit around going "Hey I see another thing I want to get, so I'm gonna to keep sitting on my a and bid forever!" I hate that thought! It scares me around the same amount of dying! I mean it! Well everyone, I'm gonna go think some more, be cool, and get out of the chair before my a falls asleep. Peace out Peeps!

Posted: Wed Jun 22, 2005 @ 05:08pm

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	Boredom Well I'm back again and I have to say.....It's cool. sigh Boredom is the white flag flying in my face. The sad part about it is it's just the start of summer vacation. I mean I should get a job and I want to, but I'm at home now and I'm BORED!. I came to gaia thinking I would find some entertainment. I thought my friends would be around and their not! Why am I being plagued with boredom? I try to write to take my mind off of it and then it rears it's ugly head again. To make matters worse, I was going to join this writing compettiton, but it was a scam......... What the HELL?! Well anyway, I could just write a story anyway..... IT wouldn't be the first time I did so. Hmmm I don't know..... I need to stop ranting and think hard like I used to. Yeah, it's time for some world news. Seeya guys!

CrystalMushroom
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Posted: Tue Jun 21, 2005 @ 04:31pm

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	whoa Damn guys......WHo would of thought graduating from high school would of been this scary. I feel like an animals who was domesticated and kicked into the wild. What am i supposed to do now? It's weird because they say you supposed to go to college or go work and now im stuck in purgatory and can't see what im supoosed to do. I mean i am going to college, but its scary. Many of the adults hadn't gone to college and they seem fine, but on our generation it seems like if you don't go then your screwed for life. I mean we are the future, but do we have tou become the world's doctors and lawyers? Do we have to go to school only to learn how to work? It doesn't seem to make much sense to me. We only live to work and not to have fun? Don't think I'm lazy or anything, but sometimes I wish live was like those video games you play where you just walk endlessly and you knew you were doing you job by slaying those monsters and you just keep going. Another reason i wish life was like those video games is because you know who the bad guys are and you know that you are either with or against them. Nowadays its just like Hey I smile in your face and want your help, but for evil purposes. I might be thinking too much again, but i just can't help, but feel this way, you know. It's weird....... Oh well, I'm gonna try to figure out life as best i can and maybe write more thoughts down too.

Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2004 @ 01:34am

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	my new thought Hey I'm back again. I've been looking back at my life and seen how much i have grown through the years. I've experienced pain and success and I'm glad I'm still here. One of my new and major strong points is politics. I love talking about that because I really hate our president. I mean, in my opinion, he's an Idiot. I'm putting that lightly. I don't trust a man who starts off his term vacationing. He started a war and now a mass amount of people are dying and the number is getting greater. I have one question for you Mr. President. Why? What is the purpose?Alright when we first heard about war, you said we were doing this to find Osama Bin Laden. Then you say that Saddam hussien is hiding Bin Laden in Iraq. The minute the we get Saddam, You say we are going to help to help their government become a democracy. Where is Bin Laden in the equation? I mean helping another country who seemed just fine is more important than getting the guy who slaughtered tons and tons of our people. I know you can't forget a guy who caused Sept 11(my birthday) or should i say "sept 10" like you said on the first presidential debate unless I'm the stupid one. Ok you say gay Marriage is bad, may i ask why? I mean Gay people are PEOPLE too. They are our brothers and sisters(my sister in particular) and they have feeling. The live and breath and love too. Explain that to me. Their not freakin animals, so leave them the f**k alone and let them get married. All you religious people who voted for bush because of that are brainwashed because that's his freakin scapegoat. Hope your happy, idiots. Feel free to comment 'cause I'm out, Peace

CrystalMushroom
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2004 @ 10:01pm

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	My first entry Wow! Gaia sure has grown from when i first arrived here.I mean at first it was really crappy, but now it's a hellava lot better. I seen people come and go. Saw ppl buy fox ears and work so hard to get other items. Yeah there were good times. Relationships had come and gone like leaves in the wind, but I'm glad i was here to see them. Hopefully, ill be around to see more growth and family.

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