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Everything has happened... I'll start the story on Friday night, cause that's when the most happened. Ok, I woke up and Bethany called me, she was at her cousin Kelli's house and wanted me to come over. So I did, I went over there then Mike picked her up to conversate and drop me off at Chris's. Which... happened. whee So I hopped off at Chris's house and everyone was there. Britteny, Shay, Chris and Jordan. Jordan's birthday was on Saturday, same as Mike's. So, to celebrate, she had a bottle of vodka. YER GADDAMN RIGHT BOOOOY!!! scream heart heart Then Victoria came over with Dane and I loved the crap outa her. mrgreen So we all drank vodka with Pepsi chasers... and Jordan got SMASHED. So did Britteny. Chris and I were pretty buzzin'. That about it. But like... Victoria and Shay were the only ones not screwed in the liver. Later on through the night, Jordan gets the bright idea to go get airduster. This girl is DRUNK. But Chris drove her, Britteny and Shay up to Wal-Mart to get some and Jordan was wobbling everywhere and threw up. Can you say... Public Intoxication? eek So they got the hell outa dodge and came back to the house where Mike showed up without Bethany. Which, to be quite honest, relieved me. Because, really, there would be DRAMA like you wouldn't believe. So it was great to have just a wild party night with no worries. ^_^ The guys started playing and I was jumping around screaming, moshing and all that jazz. It was exactally what this girl needed! But then Jerry came home and my music-boner was gone. But my boner-boner would return!! twisted heart After that, I tackled Chris onto his bed and we wrestled a bit and I got him pinned. He was all freaking out going, "WHAT DO YOU WANT?! gonk " All funny like. And I said, "Gimme a big hug!" and he gave me a BIG hug. And I sat up on him and smiled and he goes, "What? What now?" So I pooched out my lips and he did the same and your girl hit him off with a BIG kiss. ^__________^ heart And the kiss went on and on and on and on... which pretty much means we were makin' out hardcore yo. cool So I started kissing down his neck and left a little hickey on him. BOY! This girl was ralled up like you wouldn't believe. eek He looks up at me and goes, "Front bedroom, now!!!!" I was configged as to what front bedroom he spoke of... but soon found out that he meant Mike's old room. Wow... ...Wow... - snicker - I had sex while being pressed up against Mike's old closet. Wow... I'm still adjusting to that. xd Anyhoo, after all that we were just jacking around outside, Mike and Dane and Chris shotgunned a couple beers until they were all successfully drunk. Your girl here wasn't doing too bad either. 5 double shots of vodka and 2 beers. BAM BIATCH! whee Well, after lots of funny conversations, getting pelvic thrusted by Dane, bumpin' uglies with Chris, tango-ing with Victoria, ripping off Jordan's shirt and giving Mike a piggy back ride, this girl was ready to go home and pass the ******** out. So, I did. xp Then yesterday, I woke up, got pretty and waited for someone to call... which I gave up on within thirty minutes. So, I just took off for Chris's house. Cause... I wanted to see him... bad. - shrugs - Went over there... and found out the most horrible news that could ever be uttered. Mike's in prison. eek eek eek eek eek eek eek eek eek EEEEEEEEP!!! NOOOOOOOO!!!!! NOT MIKE!!!! gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk The story on that, from what I hear, goes something like right after I left, Chris mum came over. Crying up a storm because her husband beat her, needing a ride somewhere. Mike and Chris are SMASHED. But, Mike wanted to do everything he could for her. So he gave her a ride and got pulled over for speeding. And of course... they got him. Now he's in prison and we've never been more scared. It feels like he died. All of us are tripping balls to try to help. Even I'm trying to scrounge some bail money together. But the worst thing is... it was his birthday. ********' shot to the nuts... Your girl misses Clover G... sad Anyhoo, this is why the title is so fitting to this post. I was over at Chris's all day. Goofing around, originally I was wearing my corset those red and black Tripps. Chris dressed me up in prep clothes and took pictures. He dressed up in a suit and I took pictures, we were goofing around. whee We talked about everything under the sun and stars then Bethany came over. She was one of the suns and/or stars we spoke of. But after a while she left and it was just me and Chris again. It started raining really hard and I changed back into my clothes and sat in the back with Chris. He called me over to him and started whispering in my ear, "Nat... I have a plan." Then I started feeling weak in the knees...cause... WHISPERING MAN!!! gonk heart heart Then he goes, "I don't know why whispering bothers you." So I just glared at him and said, "Oh screw you, I'm gonna go dance in the rain." He just sat there shaking his head goin, "No... oh no. I have a plan." and I said, "Is it a very diabolical plan? surprised " and he just sat there like, "...Maybe cool " So I just gave him my sly look and walked out into the rain and started twirling and let my hair down and moving. I love the rain. Dancing in it is like an orgasm. Not so much as a sexual way but like... The ultimate ecstacy. But, aaah, the ecstacy was yet to happen. Chris was still watching me from the porch until he walked out into the yard and grabbed me and kissed me. So we just stood there kissing and hugging and breathing all over each other. HOMG!!!! ^.^ heart heart Your girl couldn't think... it was... yeeeaaah. ^_______________________________________^ <33 then he walked back under the porch... I just watched him all the way back, twirled a few more times and then walked right up to him and just sat there smiling. He smiled back and goes, "I know one of your dreams." so I was like, "Oh really? So you're in my head now?" He nodded and I continued, "Well, what is it?" He shotgunned one more beer and then walked up, stood right in front of me, looked your girl dead in the eyes and said, "That, what you're wearing right now, would be your wedding dress." To which I replied, "Oh, ho... and who, my dear Chris, would the groom be?" He just smiled some more and goes, "The person standing right in front of you." And being the smartass I am, I was like, "...The wall? sweatdrop " He just looked at me like, "Nice try." How can I argue with that? whee What would be the point in arguing with something like that? He got me. But, oh, it wasn't over by a longshot. 3nodding So I looked right at him, straight in the eyes and started my own interrogation. "You know what I think? I think you, Chris, have a thing for the Nat." And just sat there smiling at him. He just smiled back and said, "Maaaaaybe. mrgreen " "That's a yes" is what I said and he just nodded. Eehehehehehehehehehe! 4laugh Then we had this big conversation that started out by Chris going, "Well, my dearest Nat... quite a predicament we have here." We were out there talking forever about it and he asked what I thought that one night we kissed in front of Mike and he said, "Damn, y'all two should hook up." I told him, "I couldn't think really.. it was hard to. But when I could I thought 'Yeah... tell me about it. That'd be perfect. Almost too perfect' and then I thought 'He'd never go for a girl like me.' But I guess you proved me wrong, Chris." Then I asked him what he thought... and he pretty much had the same reaction. After that he was just like, "I can't believe you're in love with a drummer." And I said, "I can't believe you're in lvoe with a Nat."
Mixed feelings... I'm so scared for Mike... but Chris actually has somethin' for the Nat... ... gonk Plus, my dad is pissed at me because he was out front honking his horn for me to get picked up while all of this was going on in the back. And I couldn't hear the horn over the rain and the conversation Chris and I were having. So yeah, he over reacted... rolleyes b*****d. Anyways, that's how Nat's feeling. I'm really scared for Mike... I hope everything turns out okay... But it's... really a dream come true in the Chris department... Oh well. It only works, if you work it. I'm I'm gonna work it. ^_^
Later and love. heart heart
Current Mood - All mixified. Current Music - Stone Sour - Looking at You Through the Glass
PyroBrain · Sun Aug 27, 2006 @ 07:47pm · 2 Comments |
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OH. MY ********. GAWD. Part 2. |
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Yeeeaaah... it kinda happened. Nat and Chris rode dirty... all over the bathroom... ... ... ... eek Yeah, I'm shocked too. The whole day he was flirtin' with your girl hardcore. And whenever we went outside to smoke he blew it all in my face. I kept going, "OMGDEADLYSECOND-HANDSMOKE!!!!!DDDDD:< " And then I blew my deadly second-hand smoke in his face once and he goes, "Maybe." That bumfuzzled me. So I was like, "Que? neutral " Chris goes, "You know what that means, right? It means you wanna ******** me." CRACKFTW!? scream I was sitting there, with my whole face smelling like his toxic lung smoke, going, "Well, goddamn! You must want me pretty bad then, huh? You got all the poisonous smoke all up in my gerizzil."( Grill, for all my white friends. XD ) And he just sat there nodding. ... CRACKFTW?! scream So after that, Britteny wanted me to walk to her boyfriend's house with her. Just grab the dude and go, pretty much. And she was SHITFACED. D-r-u-n-k. I didn't want her to get thrown into juvie, so I went. On the way there she started talking about how she's had this huge crush on me for the longest time. O_<;; And that's not the worst part of that scenario. After divulging this hidden crush she grabbed me and started mackin' on your girl. After which she giggled and goes, "You're a good kisser! 4laugh " There isn't enough vodka in the world to make that okay. The whole Operation Retrieve Boyfriend didn't work out so hot, considering he wasn't there. This whole time, I've been drinking a tad. I had a glass of Dirty Pecker. Which is Dr. Pepper mixed with Ice 101. That s**t is STRONG. It's pretty much Everclear with peppermint flavoring. And a couple beers. But I was still the most sober one there besides Bethany, who only had one jager-bomb. Anyhoo, after we got back to Chris's I immediately went into the bathroom, and started brushing my teeth as hard and as fast as I could. gonk I was opening the door to go join everbody and Chris just burst in. Okay, before the story continues lemme tell you how this looks. I'm wearing brand new Naona combat boots, red and black Tripps a red bra and a black fishnet shirt over it. That's about it. So, Chris came in and started brushing his hair. rolleyes Silly boys. I grabbed for the doorknob again because this was about as interesting as watching an a** hair grow. And I opened the door a little and Chris slammed his foot into the door and closed it. CRACKFTW?! scream So I go, "Dude!!!! All you're doing is brushing your pretteh hair. ;-;" All whiney like. Imagine that, Nat... whining. lol And he looked at me the way he always does when he wants your girl for himself. So, I just played it up a bit and went, "What?! Do somethin'!" Oh... he did somethin' boy howdy. He pinned me up against the cabinets and started biting and whispering in my ear which then turned into us making out. Which was so lovely, by the way. surprised heart And yeah and yeah and yeah... I'm not gonna go into too grousome of details but at one point during our interaction he lifted me up on the sink and pinned me down where my head hit the mirror. That was ******** HAWT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love crap like that. Anyhoo, it had to end rather quickly because Jerry came in raising hell. Not to mention that Britteny was being stupid. Everyone in that house knew exactally what we were doing (it's kinda hard not to know) and she kept screaming through the door, "NAT!!!! I'M LEAVING!!! I WANT A HUG!!!!!!" confused Gimme a friggin' break woman. I just screamed back, "MY ARMS ARE BUSY RIGHT NOW!!! PLEASE CALL BACK AT A LATER TIME!!" But yeah... Chris even asked me about the mirror thing later when we were in bed all snuggled up. He goes, "So, how's it feel to have your head rammed into a mirror? cool " All smartass like, so I just replied truthfully, "It rocked my non-exsistant underoos off." xd Oh well... all in all, it was a good night. With the exception of the ******** drama between Beth and Mike. rolleyes I ain't even gonna get into that. Let's just leave it at Mike's sick of Bethany being such a damn attention whore. That's all I'mma say on that subject.
Peace out my loves of doom. heart Oh, one more thing. THANKS SO MUCH TO KYRIN_RILMARION FOR DONATING THE RORO ROBOT PUPPY AND MAKING MY DREAM A REALITY!!!! heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart
Current Mood - SO GRATEFUL!!! heart Current Music - On the Phone.
PyroBrain · Sat Aug 12, 2006 @ 11:13pm · 7 Comments |
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PyroBrain · Thu Aug 10, 2006 @ 09:44pm · 0 Comments |
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Lykwhoa. The dream avi that I desire. And I will never achieve. surprised heart
Crap I Need.
Red Magic Coat - 5980 - Donated by XxMiss MurderxX RoRo Robo-Puppy - 19499 - 30000 - Donated by Kyrin_Rilmarion Belted Top Fairy Wings - 40000 Soldat Steel Officers Cap HIPster Red Tint Shades - 6500 - Donated by PyroKay90
(* Unless found in the Market Place at a lower price) (~ Currently questing for)
Mmmmyes....mahaha. ninja
Current Mood: Blaaaaaaah... Current Music: Korn - Freak on a Leash
PyroBrain · Thu Aug 10, 2006 @ 05:17am · 0 Comments |
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Another one of these dealies. |
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What is your name?: Nadia (I really prefer Nat though) Are you named after anyone?: Not that I'm aware of. What's your screen name?: PyroBrain Would you name a child of yours after you?: Nope, my kids get their own screwy names! If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be: Chris Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: No... Your gender: Female. Straight/Gay/Bi: Pansexual! D< Single?: Yeah...kinda. Birth date: March 26. Your age: 14 Age you act: My shoe size! =D Age you wish you were: 21. Your height: 5' 9" Your living arrangement: With my dad. Your family: Everywhere. Obsessions?: Fire, music, friends, video games, movies. Addictions?: Music and cigarettes Do you speak another language?: Russian. Have a favorite quote?: You like someone for their qualities, but you love someone for their flaws.
-Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it- Do you live in the moment?: I try to. Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: I have love for everyone. Do you have any secrets?: Very few. I'm an open book. Do you hate yourself?: Nope. Do you like your handwriting?: I do... no one else does though! DD: Do you have any bad habits?: Smoking, drinking and cussing. What is the compliment you get from most people?: I get compliments on my a** ALL THE TIME. gonk But everyone says I'm very understanding so.... GO EVERYONE! heart If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: The Never Ending Nat
-Stuff- What's your biggest fear?: Oompa loompas Can you sing?: Decently. Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: I told someone I was God once. Does that count? Are you a loner?: I'm constantly surrounded by people. But I do enjoy my alone time. What are your #1 priorities in life?: Love as many people as I can. Show them that someone cares. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: I'd want to sleep with me! That'd be an interesting story... Are you a daredevil?: My friends say so. Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: The occasional acne. >>; Are you passive or aggressive: Both. Sometimes. What is your greatest strength and weakness?: I can bounce back from anything. My weakness is that I can't hit someone I care about. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: Nothing really. Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Mhm. Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: There are a few tings that I could kick myself for. But I choose not to dwell on them. Do you think life has been good so far?: It's been fun. ^_^ What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: They say "Don't cook bacon naked" FOR A REASON. What do you like the most about your body?: My a**! ;D And least?: My boobs. I don't have any.... Do you think you are good looking?: - shrug - I like the way I look. Are you confident?: Yesh. What is the fictional character you are most like?: Sally. From Nightmare Before Christmas. Personal reasons. Are you perceived wrongly?: It's easy to misunderstand. But usually no.
-Do You… Smoke?: Yes. Do drugs?: Not recently. Read the newspaper?: Only the funnies. Pray?: No. Go to church?: No. Talk to strangers who IM you?: No. Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yeah. Take walks in the rain?: Yes, and dance. Talk to people even though you hate them?: If I have to. Like to drive fast?: Yes.
-Would or Have You Ever?- Liked your voice?: There's no changing it, so I hafta like it, huh? Hurt yourself?: No. Been out of the country?: Yeah. Eaten something that made other people sick?: Yup, my stomach is strong. twisted Been in love?: Mhm. Done drugs?: Yes. Had surgery?: No. Gotten beaten up?: Nope. Beaten someone up?: Yes. Been picked on?: Yes. Been on stage?: Yeah. Slept outdoors?: Uh-huh. Thought about suicide?: Once. My sisters slapped that crap outa me and said they'd kill me if I committed suicide. Pulled an all nighter?: Yes. Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yes. Slept all day?: Yes. Killed someone?: Nope. Made out with a stranger?: Nope. Had sex with a stranger?: No, I like to know people before anything goes down. Thought you're going crazy?: I'm constantly being reminded that I am! D< Kissed the same sex?: Yes. Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Very yes. Been Betrayed?: Yeah. Had a dream that came true?: Yes, and it scared me shitless. Broken the law?: Tehe. mrgreen Met a famous person?: Does Shamoo count? XD Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Never!!! I love animals! On purpose?: - shakes head rapidly - gonk gonk gonk Stolen anything?: Yup. Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes. Had a dream that kept coming back?: Mhm. O_O
-Beliefs- Believe in life on other planets?: Well, we can't be the only ones in the universe, eh? Miracles?: I believe in human strength. Astrology?: Yeah I guess...I enjoy it a lot.. Magic?: Hocus pocus! Satan?: No. Santa?: SCREW SANTA! scream Ghosts?: No. Witches?: No. Easter bunny?: He's my homeboy. cool Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: I hope so. Believe there is a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: My friend Mike is Irish, ask him. Do you wish on stars?: Yes.
-Deep Theological Questions- Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No... I'm a stone cold atheist. Do you think God has a gender?: I don't believe in God... Do you believe in organized religion: No. Where do you think we go when we die?: Either into the ground or into the fire pit.
Current Mood - Sick of typing and thinking! >_>; Current Music - Korn - ******** That
PyroBrain · Wed Aug 09, 2006 @ 09:11pm · 2 Comments |
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Dude... you have no idea how crazy s**t has gotten in the few days I've been back at my dad's. eek Yesterday, Brandon came over and said that he wanted to take a break because he doesn't think he can give me all of his love right now. That he wanted to really and for truly get over Stephanie ( his recent ex ) to be with me. stare Among other things... to which I just rolled my eyes. Nat could give a s**t anymore... IT'S WEIRD! Cause after that, we went over to Mike's and yada yada yada. Bethany and I went swimming, which was great cause I hadn't seen my Strudal in a week. After I while, I went in to grab my lighter and Brandon goes, "What're you doin' wigglin' your fine a** in front of me? ;D " What the hell man!? Damnit... make up your mind dude! And that's not even the worst part of that scenario. After a while I was walking around in my bathing suit, that's just the way I roll cool , And he grabbed me, threw me over his shoulder and started spanking my a**.... >>; And then let me down and kissed me. >>;; MAKE UP YOUR FRIGGIN' MIND!!!!! Ugh... it's the worst tease in the world. gonk Anyhoo... wanna know the really weird part? Down through the night, everyone started swimming... well... Brandon left to get Sean and whatnot. So it was Mike, Bethany, Chris and me. With Bailey, Kobey's daughter. Then Dane started swimming a bit... and then pretty much everyone got out but me and Chris. This whole time me and Chris were splashing each other and wrestling. Trying to drown each other. It was fun. Passive aggressive in a way, but fun. xd After it was just me and him, with Dane on the roof watching, he got me in a headlock that I could NOT get out of. D< I did everything I could to get him off, nothing worked! gonk Then he dragged me over to the steps and sat down with me on top of him. The struggle continues... Then he started biting the back of my head... which then turned to him nibbling my ears and breathing heavily and whispering in them. Ok, stop a moment and break this down with me. I'm being held down, bitten and stuff is being whispered in my ear by and EXTREMELY hot guy that I've been wanting to be with since forever and a damn day. Let's just say that the level of the pool went up a few notches. And not with water. sweatdrop And just for the record... we did NOT ride dirty. But we were damn sure starting up the car dirty. And then he got on top of me and pulled my bottoms off and his too... My mind kinda... stopped. I couldn't do it. Everything that Brandon did that day... which is more than I listed by the way. Tells me that he's still in love. And dontcha think it'd be a bit ******** up for the same damn night of not even a break up, but some time apart, to ******** a guy in a pool. I kinda... pushed him off... and kept saying "I can't hurt anybody... Chris, I love you so much... but I can't hurt you... I can't hurt Brandon, I can't hurt anybody! I sound like such a damn female right now! gonk " Bethany walked out when this was going on... all sorts of stuff... I have no idea what's going on...
Today's another day. So we shall see. whee heart
Later loves. heart
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PyroBrain · Sat Aug 05, 2006 @ 06:54pm · 2 Comments |
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It finally reached my grandma. For those of you who don't know, my grandma has been dying from dementia and ceizures since November. She's finally out of pain. My grandma and I weren't exactally...close. She wrote me out of her will claiming that "coke addicted whores don't belong in it". But she's blood. I lived in her house for 7 years while my mum went through hell to get out. Sort of... For some reason, college parties don't sound like hell to me. But that's what she said. And for all the spite between us, I miss my grandma. She was a good lady at heart. A great lady. A devout Christian, worked at Loafs and Fishes, cooked for homeless people. She was a very great woman. But now she's out of her pain. And with my granddad. And I know that's what she's wanted ever since he died. Her funeral's gonna be on Wednesday.Which means I have to stay in Ardmore until then. And, this is gonna sound selfish but, I miss my Brandon. Dreadfully. But he understands that I have to be here. So yeah. I'm gonna make it worth his while when I get back to Duncan. If you know what I mean. ;D
Anyhoo. That's the lowdown on the throwdown.
Later loves. heart
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PyroBrain · Mon Jul 31, 2006 @ 10:19pm · 2 Comments |
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It is the highest form.. OF ART!!! Hehe, I did this in about 6 seconds on art.com. whee
Current Mood - I love coloring books!! And Brandon!!! <3333 Current Music - Hoobastank - The Reason
PyroBrain · Fri Jul 28, 2006 @ 06:48am · 0 Comments |
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Ya know... as sappy as this whole post may sound... it's all so blissfully true. Do you believe in love at first sight? I didn't. Up until a couple of days ago. Me and Steven broke up... and Bethany and I had been fighting, life sucked. But then she introduced me to Biscuit (Brandon) and we instantly fell for each other. We've been spending everyday together... I'm hooked on him. He's sensitive, funny, has no idea how wonderful he is a complete mess. It's ******** awesome. Cause I'm the exact same way. He makes me feel absolutely gorgeous when I'm hideous. Everytime we kiss, my heart goes insane. And so does his. heart And sex... Jesus Christ the Juggling Jew. He puts David to shame dude. o_o; And he's so sweet and... you can hardly even label that as sex it was so friggin' perfect. The best I've ever had. And that, my friends, takes talent like no other. We got to talking about past relationships and he goes, "Yeah... Bethany told me that Steve-O only really wanted you for sex. And that he called you a whore and stuff." To which I replied, "- wince, nod - gonk " And he, ever so sweetly, said, "Well... I wouldn't be with you right now if you were a whore." - squeals - I just wanna be with him... it's like I've known him my whole life. KERAZEE!!! I'mma pull some fast ninja moves and tell my dad that I'mma sleep over at Bethany's. And then, by way of magic, go to Biscuit's house. twisted heart Mwha! Oh god dude... I cannot even begin to start to think of how to begin to tell you... Best sex of my life. - flutters - And now we're all inseparable. ^.^ EEEEEEEEEH! EHEHEHEHEHEHE! heart heart heart heart So yeah. Nat fell five ways to the weekend in love with a pretty Biscuit.
Later and Love. heart
Current Mood - All squishy and love-struck. Current Music - None.
PyroBrain · Tue Jul 18, 2006 @ 08:32am · 0 Comments |
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