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This is where I write stuffs I want to write. If I'm happy it will be in franglais. Sorry. |
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[Monkei]
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2005 @ 08:31pm
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Day 156 - RL Avatars! :o
Ok, well, this post is to say that things are looking up after finishing my essay, I feel quite good about myself and... yeah!
Also, I'm here to post my quest items because the C+Q forum scares me.
Sorry. heart
<center> Real-life Avatar Quest! </center>
Head:
Blue Beanie, 411 gold
SuperStar Blue Tint Shades, 5000 gold
Army Helmet, 700 gold
Upper Body:
Burnt Umber Phat Sweater, 660 gold - Got.
Dark Umber Turtleneck Sweater, 2700 gold - Got.
Flashion Blue Top, 2002 gold - Got.
Anti-Terror Forest Jacket, 3300 gold
Don't ask Don't tell Olive Shirt, 660 gold - Got.
Ocean Summer Top, 105 gold
In Da Hood Black Sweater, 2000 gold
Charcoal Turtleneck Sweater, 2700 gold - Got.
#FFFFFF Complex Shirt, 6131 gold
Lower Body:
Blue Workjeans, 750 gold - Got.
Blue Leather Native Pants, 721 gold - Got.
Olive Loose Cotton Cargo Pants, 495 gold
Anti-Terror Forest camo pants, 3200 gold - Got.
Purple Pinstripe Pants, 3440 gold
In Da Hood Black Sweatpants, 800 gold
Black Workjeans, 750 gold
Stylish Charcoal Winter Skirt, 8500 gold - Got.
Hands:
Red Paintbrush, 500 gold - Got.
Red SketchBook, 850 gold - Got.
Morgana's Gloves, 450 gold
Lex's Dark Gloves, 950 gold
Charcoal Sketchbook, 860 gold - Got.
Feet:
KoNfUzEd rAiNbOw ToE SoX, 404 gold - Got.
Charred Tundra Boots, 1300 gold - Got.
Black Beatnik Sandals, 950 gold - Got.
Colonial Stockings, 750 gold
Black Fishnet Stockings, 2000 gold - Got.
Other:
Pale Blue Scarf, 1050 gold - Got.
Stylish Charcoal Winter Coat, 9500 gold
Black Leather Belt, 1675 gold
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Yay for pointless posts!
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Posted: Thu Feb 10, 2005 @ 06:02pm
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[Monkei]
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[Monkei]
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Posted: Wed Jan 26, 2005 @ 07:10pm
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Day 131 - Death
My Music True to Your Heart - Disney
Then, I see it on the news. The local news, obviously, but I finally found about the whole story. Today, I see it the Daily Mail, with his family picture there. At this, I was nearly crying for him because I'd hate to be in his position.
My friend's mother died in a car crash, true. What happened exactly was that she was at a set of traffic lights, and the lights went green, and so she went forward, as most people do. At the same time, a police car carrying a suspect jumped a red light. The police land rover went straight into the driver's side of their ford escort, killing her instantly, and seriously injuring her other son who was in the passenger seat. The passengers in the police car, however, weren't injured.
What makes it worse, is that his father was travelling in the car behind and saw the whole thing.
My friend's name is Justin Stagg, and this journal post is in memory of his mother, and to offer condolences to him and his family.
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2005 @ 09:41pm
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Day 105 - Music
Johnny Cash I hurt myself today,
To see if I still feel.
I focus on the pain,
The only thing that's real.
The needle tears a hole.
The old familiar sting.
Try to kill it all away,
But I remember everything.
What have I become?
My sweetest friend,
Everyone I know,
Goes away in the end.
And you could have it all.
My empire of dirt.
I will let you down.
I will make you hurt.
I wear this crown of thorns,
Upon my liar's chair.
Full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair.
Beneath the stains of time,
The feelings disappear.
You are someone else.
I am still right here.
What have I become?
My sweetest friend,
Everyone I know,
Goes away in the end.
And you could have it all.
My empire of dirt.
I will let you down.
I will make you hurt.
If I could start again,
A million miles away,
I would keep myself.
I would find a way.
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[Monkei]
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[Monkei]
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2004 @ 08:37pm
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Day 98 - Fears
I'm sorry if this is going to bore anyone reading, but I need to get this off my chest. It's starting to become... frustratingly repetitive.
I don't really know where to start, actually. At the moment, I'm not all that bothered by it, so I can't really describe in extreme detail. It only happens when I walk down the upstairs corridor in my house in the dark, or with the majority of the area being unlit. Or when I watch down it from my bedroom door and there's no light down there.
For example, say I turned off the light as I left my bathroom at x end of the corridor. Bear in mind that the corridor is only 5 meters long. So I turn it off and start walking down the corridor. There will be light coming from downstairs and from the cracks between my swung-to door and the floor. However, I always 'sense' a man standing at the door on my right as I leave the bathroom (guest bedroom). And when I say man, I mean a man, not a human in general. And so I walk faster to avoid this man, and as I walk faster I can feel him walking close behind me, and other people try and get from the sides as well. I can feel their hands trying to grab me from the sides, groping at my arms.
Ok, so I fling open my door and close it almost instantaneously. It takes a few minutes sitting in a ball with my back against a wall to recover from that fear. But I do recover, and I manage to sit down and forget about it it the warmth and light of my bedroom.
However, this isn't where it ends. At night, when I've just gotten into bed, I always sense that same man by my bedroom door, watching me. I paralyse myself with fear because I don't know what he's going to do and I control my surroundings. The only way to stop it is by having a light on as I go to sleep, but my parents always complain that I'm wasting electicity that way. And no, they're not being inconsiderate, I haven't told them about any of this.
The only times I feel safe after one of these 'attacks' is when I have a limited area of movement (ie. I'm in a small space) and so I can see everything and there is a lot of light.
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Posted: Sat Dec 25, 2004 @ 02:19pm
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[Monkei]
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[Monkei]
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Posted: Sun Dec 19, 2004 @ 08:18pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 15, 2004 @ 09:29pm
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[Monkei]
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Posted: Wed Dec 01, 2004 @ 06:51pm
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Day 69 - Hee hee... 69...
Ok, so I've been ill for quite a while...Well, ok, two days. But it seems like ages anyway. Ok, so my original plan for this post was to gush about Michael and how wonderful he is etc. etc... But I'll come to that later. For now: Birthday!
Ok, as most of you (should) know, it was my birthday on the 26th November. That wasn't a very good day, but I managed to not be sent to hospital. Which was a start. I strained my back, skinned both my knees and dissolved into tears twice. Fun fun fun. The day after that was my party. This went suprisingly well, apart from Adam getting completely stoned and drunk... I wasn't best pleased with him, but he then supplied musical entertainment so I didn't mind so much...Michael *Smiles at you* Thanks for caring... smile you're very precious to me... :$ Goodnight, my love.
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