i feel like this is the only place i can write because everywhere else people i know can read what i write so here i go again. i love mike. why does he have to only like me like a sister. i have known him for six years now and we do everything together, even grocerie shopping. I really do love him, but now that i know zig has a girlfriend, my schoolgirl crush on him is starting to grow. i am uber jealous of zig. i want him ... i guess i just don't want my friends to be happy if i am not happy. i hate this feeling. i hate being lonely. i always feel like there is nobody out there for me since mike doesn't like me the way i like him. i have tried getting over him. i can't it is physically and emotionally impossible.. i feel very emo right now.. i have even had sucide attempts in the past but no serious ones.. i hate feeling this way. i need some help.
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