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All I can say right now is this:
I hate him freakin guts.
Damn the Jackass.
-Jedi
Jedi_Outkast · Fri Jan 14, 2005 @ 11:51pm · 2 Comments |
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So here I sit, staring at my buddylist. Few people are on. My friends that I imed aren't talking to me. This is not what I need right now.... I just for someone... to reach out....
Just say Hello.... just let me know ur there.....
Life is no good now. Not when your only way to sanity has shunned you.... not when ur alone....
-Jedi
Jedi_Outkast · Sat Dec 11, 2004 @ 03:40am · 2 Comments |
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Silence like a cancer grows |
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Darkness inched its way closer and closer to the figure in the chair until it completely encompassed the small room... only the glow from the city lights flickered within.
Why do they do this? What do they mean...?
Taking a breath, the figure drew their legs up into the chair.
To say one thing... and mean another... always they do this, but why? Truth be told, yes? No. The figure, the man, closed his eyes to ponder. He could feel the twinges of surpressed emotion spring to life. Again, he took a breath.
She would not like this, would she? No.... nor would they... do I...?
But it doesn't matter now.... not now.
I will have to go. They will make me. My words mean nothing to them. Yet still.... there must be a chance.... how can I tell them? What will I tell her...?
These thoughts quaked on in his mind, sending jolts of fear and distrust up his spine. Each revelation of such jolt made the man force himself to take another breath, take another breath and be calm.... but calm was not something one may so easily find.
It cannot be like this. Can they not see that this wrong?
-G.K.
Righto, I'm off to bed. Laters. Force Out-Jedi
Jedi_Outkast · Wed Nov 03, 2004 @ 06:45am · 1 Comments |
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The sands of time fall ever still. |
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Smooth. It falls. Or does it? Outside the city life whirs in its continual state. A blur of silver, a flash of red.... yellow, green, blue... streaks as they fly passed the cool, knowing glass.
But inside, it is still. Silent. The transparent reflection of green eyes in the glass know more than I could ever know, and yet they protect that knowledge from outsiders. Even their owner is an outsider when it comes to certain things.
Sitting here, watching the world and sand fall, is quite a calming experience. For there is no more and there is no less than just I in my pensive state. Outside is busy, outside is life. Here I isolate myself, enough to break from that world of perpetual moment simply to think.
Cold air surrounds my presence, taking what it can from me.... drawing in that air brings a calm sensation as the burn feels the laughs....
There is no emotion..... Exhale.... There is peace.
No.... There is only.... Silence.
-G.K.
So, it truly has begun. Should prove interesting. Need to do HW, maybe I'll write more later, maybe not. Force Out - Jedi
Jedi_Outkast · Tue Nov 02, 2004 @ 05:43am · 0 Comments |
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Think I'll post in this journal as a character or something. *somewhat props to Enderick* Still deciding on this... but heads up... I'll make the font a different colour or something...
-Jedi
ninja
Jedi_Outkast · Tue Nov 02, 2004 @ 01:23am · 0 Comments |
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Begun the Journal has..... |
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Yay! My first post... what to write about....
Well, one thing is for sure, this thing is going to have NOTHING to do with my Life (which means school and other rantings unless Star Wars related). All that good stuff goes in the Livejournal. For my friend friends, if you want the link I'll gladly give it to you.... Read the LJ and post some freakin comments, no one ever does lol....
So, here's something I did today: PLAYED KOTOR....
I think I shall make this an update place for really stupid and annoying things. Possibly KotOR stuff/RP stuff/Story stuff/Star Wars stuff.... but until this finds a purpose....
Force Out, Jedi
Jedi_Outkast · Sat Oct 30, 2004 @ 05:26am · 0 Comments |
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