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Lilka + TabrisColista, Bourbon, Constantine, Seiya YozoraColista + RonachJango,Ciara (Nanook 123), Apollo (Usaku), Samiyuka.~*~ Zora (info pending) + BagheeraAkehanareru, Evening Sky, Kuregata~*~ Akehanareru + BerylNamir, Togquos, Natosha~*~ Misty + Namir Keman, Acaciaw.i.p
Daryl Pyrros · Mon Sep 03, 2007 @ 10:29am · 0 Comments |
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For the most part we're moved in 3nodding Ansels' got all his s**t in finally, he left some stuff out by the car and it got a little rained on. Mum warned him it might rain within the next few days but its Ansel. He's already slipped up once, mom told him he cant leave his bedroom door open. Well she got him to feed the hammies in the bathroom off his bedroom, and he left the doors open, well Draco (moms dog, half wolf half husky) got in there and ate one of the hamsters. There was a mystery about it, because Draco just kindof had it all of the sudden, but it was alredy dead and it was waterlogged, like it'd been in water for a while. Mom solved the mystery; Wolves will swallow rodents whole, and regurgitate it later for their young. Thats what Draco did, he swallowed it whole, before we even knew he had it, and threw it up later. It wasnt to feed his young (he dun have any) it was to get some hambergur. He has a habit of holding things hostage and wont give them back until we give him cookies, well this time it took pieces of hambergur to get the body away from him. Needless to say mom wasnt too happy about the whole thing. She's still pretty pissed, but has cooled off a bit. So lets just say there's a bit of stress going on around the house, with the moving, the lack of room for everything in the house. Ansel's also been forgetfull alot, he say's he'll help us out with something, then goes into town and doesnt come home until its too late to do anything. My room's all put together, tv and dvd player are hooked up, i found my desk, the top of my dressers a bit gone whee but for the most part its functional heart Kira (The cat Ansel was fostering that adopted me whee ) is all settled in, i've got her litterbox, food and water in my room. I showed her the window sill (where she likes to perch and watch the world go by) so she's all happy. I've woken up a few times with her sleeping on me, like she did at the other apartment. She's such a princess sometimes whee When she met Draco she tried to attack him *laughs* I found out my dad called me a 'fiesty little b***h' *laughs* I was like, 'that sounds like dad' whee Who woulda thought my cat would be like me heart lol *drools* Chris is making nacho's for dinner, smells sooooo good heart He makes awesome nacho's, they're layered and full of stuff and a pregnant womans dream *laughs* heart domokun we still dont know whats wrong with the plumbing >.o Chris dug up like, half the driveway, we found some piping but its not connected to any of our bathrooms! its a ******** mystery *laughs* gotta run, foods on heart
Daryl Pyrros · Sun Oct 15, 2006 @ 04:34am · 2 Comments |
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*yawns* For the most part, we're moved in whee We were unpacking, moving things around, setting up until about 1am X.x Well thats when i went to bed because i'd been at it since about 10:30am. So needless to say i was a bit tired whee *laughs* And 90% of the house has been totally raped XD Our hallway upstairs is packed, the room thats going to be a nursery is totally full, floor to ceiling. The bathroom upstairs is full, i've got about 4 boxes of crap in my room, my desk is totally covered and my closet thing is stuffed full *laughs* Mom was just standing in the front room looking around "I've got two love seats, two chairs, an eight foot couch, four dining chairs, and there's no where to sit!" XD Most of our stuff is upstairs, i have a table down here, and a little box of shoes. But most of this is moms. She's quiet happy though, she got a new computer desk from Chris, the last one she had was quiet wobbly and most likely unsafe *laughs* I'm now using that for my desk upstairs, as long as there isnt a computer on it, its relatively alright >> I just hope it doesnt collapse on me..literaly. Oi, i was up at 9:45am, i didnt get alot of sleep and needless to say...everything hurts gonk As soon as i crawled into bed, i couldnt move xd I still have alot to do in my room, i have to put some posters up, so i'm not looking at 4 different paint jobs *laughs* Just until i can get some wallpaper or paint 3nodding I found a type of wallpaper i'd like, its kindof a sandy color so it would really work well with the Egyptian motif i'm going with, but i realized last night...i have no ******** clue how to wallpaper lol I had an image of myself wrapped in wallpaper, stuck to the wall or something *laughs* I might see about enlisting my dads help in that area whee Ansel still needs to move all his stuff in, but he's doing that tomorrow. For now he's going to use my white bed. I have two bed sets sweatdrop I'm using the one from my dads place, and he's going to use the one that was here. It needs a mattress but he can deal with that. Its better then what he's using right now, which is a futon XD Its kinda weird being back home, specially given my...current condition *laughs* Ah well, i'm happy, i have a little corner i can call my own when i need privacy from everyone. And now i have a desk to do my writing and doodling. Eventually i plan on getting a computer, then i'll really never leave my room *laughs* Least when i'm on my moms computer i'm still with everyone else. Well at least my mom. Chris is going to spend most of his time in our frontroom, and Ansel will probly be in his room, or out here with mom. Depends on his mood and if Steph's pissing him off or not whee Sometimes he'll just come out and ask "why?" then walk back into his room *laughs* Its an Ansel thing 3nodding I sometimes wonder about him, he gets so stressed out because of her, but he doesnt do anything about it. I keep telling him he brings it on himself. He knows what she's like, he knows how she'll react to certain things but he still acts surprised by certain things *shrugs* I dont know, its an Ansel thing i guess. One of those mysteries of mankind *laughs* *yawns* i'm still tired, and there's still so much to do. Soooo tired *groans* I think i shall go take a nap or something, i'm zonked out.
Daryl Pyrros · Thu Oct 12, 2006 @ 03:21am · 3 Comments |
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Have some time up at mom's so i thought i'd update. Let ya'll in on my exciting life surprised We're moving into my moms on the 14 of this month *does happy dance* *pauses, hears a crash come from upstairs where Chris is working on the frontroom* providing /someone/ doesnt destroy the place whee He just finished painting the frontroom, its a deep chocolate brown, it looks awesome. I'll have to take some pictures of it. And i've finally settled on a theme/color for my room heart Its going to be Egyptian biggrin Like that was a shocker eh? I know, me, egyptian, came right out of left field *laughs* The only shitty thing is, my bed wont go with the theme, because its a very very pale pink. The wood is pretty much a white and i think it was stained with a clear pink thing. So its more just tinged pink. *snickers* But i'm going to do a bit of sneaky sneakiness and with a few egyptian scarves, a strategic lamp and a few other things, i should be able to hide the pink color until i can get another bed set 3nodding The dresser...thats just gotta stay the way it is *laughs* nothing i can do to hide THAT monsterous thing. It doesnt help when i found (actually, one was shown to me by an evil Kit whee ) some Egpytian retail places online. I'm going to go through Ebay though, and just hope they have the stuff there for cheaper. Altho there's a few things i want to get from the website. Shippings going to kill me because its a 4ft tall Anubis statue. But seeing how my god is Anubis. Its totally worth it to me heart heart And mom was drooling over all the Bast stuff whee I have a feeling i'm going to be spending alot of time (and money) on Ebay as i get...plumper *laughs* *sighs* I'm juuuuust starting to show in that department. But i'm usually always wearing a hoodie (Just so happens to be Chris's hoddie, well it WAS biggrin ) so its hard to tell with a hoodie. But when i have a teeshirt on, its noticeable whee In the good news department, i'm not sick as much biggrin i just feel queasy once in a while, but it goes away once i eat something 3nodding So yay *laughs* Every once in a while, Chris will lightly poke me in the stomach and ask if its poking back yet whee Men. Go figure. *rolls eyes* XD Hnn, nothing else is really going on. I have an appointment on the 10 with welfare *shudders* I'd really like to not have to go that route but i cant work anymore. At least not for a while, well until at least the baby's born and then a few month's after that. *Sighs* ooh i gots a new book! *laughs* "Circle of Isis; Ancient Egyptian magic for moder witches" I bought it on a recomendation from Kit *huggles her Kitters* Its an awesome book 3nodding Lots of info on the gods, rituals, the language and a few other neat things. It has a nice section on Anubis. I found it kind of funny, when i call to Anubis or just pray to him (and occasionally threaten him whee ) I call him Dark Father. In the book he's referred to as Dark Lord whee The book didnt really give me any new information on Anubis, that i didnt already kindof know *laughs* He's a challenger, a guide, a guardian. He wont remove the fear from you, he will remove you from the fear. So you can objectively view it. He's an observer. If your afraid, just reach out into the darkness, i've always known that. I feel more comfortable in the dark, amongst the shadows, and with him. But it has alot of information on the other deities. If your interested in Egyptian gods, and wicca. I recomend it 3nodding heart *laughs* Well i'm going to get going. I might write more later, depends on what comes to my little mind whee *hugs everyone* Tata for now whee heart
~Jessie~
*laughs* my mom just came back inside from taking the dogs outside, she brought me a gift; a fuzzy catapillar 4laugh *giggles* he's too cuttteeee. I shall return him to the wilderness in a few minutes, just want to keep petting his fuzzyself whee 4laugh
Daryl Pyrros · Fri Oct 06, 2006 @ 10:51pm · 0 Comments |
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Fear my actual entry-ness XD Havent really been near a computer long enough to do an entry, and when i am near a computer i'm usually busy replying to PM's or E-mails X.x And i did an actual entry up about a week ago, but my moms computer ate it gonk I nearly killed things. Good thing i didnt, Ansel was the closest thing *laughs* poor guy wouldnt've stood a chance whee Oddly enough, i've actually been up to stuff! I've stumbled across a life *Laughs* or some-what of one XD Ok, lesse, where to start.
Vacation: Went to the PNE from Aug 29-31. Went with me dad and Ansel. Had a good time 3nodding It was Ansel's first time there, i'm somewhat of a veteran *laughs* Been going since i was in a stroller ^^ So needless to say i felt like a tour-guide at times biggrin But all in all it was fun 3nodding *laughs* I got hit on by one of the carnies *a hot one too!* me and Ansel were walking by, i had a bag of popcorn that i was happily munching on, he thought i had a bag of those awesome doughnuts. I laughed and said "sorry, just popcorn" he frowned, but then perked up asking "can i have some?" i just laughed again and gave him some. Needless to say after that i dragged Ansel by that stall a few times wink He got his revenge though, he found a cute female worker. She was advertising for Fright Night. Which we're going back for ^^ We went past her stall a few times, but never saw her again. Poor guy. XD It was funny, since me and Ansel were wondering around laughing and joking most of the time, everyone thought we were going out, so the carnies were like "win your girl something! come on, you know you want to" I just laughed and went along with it, bugging him "Yeah hunny-bunch, win me something" he got me back by calling me sweetums *laughs* evil man. In the end he ended up winning me a cool flaming snake, and a Brian (from Family Guy) stuffie. I paid for half the brian stuffie. He won me a tye dye bear, and i paid for the upgrade to a Brian <3 Dad won me a neat neon orange dog with purple triangles, and a little care bear *laughs* plus i got another pimp hat, and some mardi gra beads XD voot. I also bought a purse! Its a Greenday purse XD its black and red, with white "Green Day" written on the side, and in the bottom corner its got the heart/granade thing ^^ i like it *nods* yep yep yep. Also got a "pinkin aint easy" T-shirt. Its got a pimped out pink panther *cackles* I bought Chris a metallica Belt buckle, and Ansel got his Korn belt buckle. i got another dragon necklace, some funky hair thingies, a neat sweater, funky ring, an egyptian looking bracelet, and some nail pens ^^ all in all, i got a good haul 3nodding And on the Ferry, Ansel bought me a sketch book. great fun. *laughs*
Work: I'm working part time with the Granada right now 3nodding Its a wicked greek restaurant. I dont actually work at the restaurant, but i work with it *laughs* I help with out of building caterings. Like at weddings and re-unions. Its great experiance. And the bosses are amazing. Gus and Joyce (said bosses lol) they're just so understanding and laid back. O'Rion (Their son, head chef, Chris's boss lol) is just whacked *laughs* He'll just go "hey Jess" i respond with 'Hey O'Rion" he'll just grin and go 'isnt that amazing, oh-rion? i love how that works" *laughs* He'll just do totally random things as well, he grabbed half a strawberry, and stuck it on his forehead and ran off giggling to show everyone *laughs* i was like "oh boy, what a guy" I remember once when i was bringing in some buns and bread from the van I was like "This is going to sound bad, but O'rion i got some buns here for ya" he just started laughing "Yes you have very nice ones too, very firm an-" i cut him off before he got carried away *laughs* He just smirked and took the buns. The ones in the bag, not mine lol. It sucks though, he's leaving gonk He doesnt want to be a cook anymore so he's going in to be a trucker. He's already got all the training and liscences, he just needs a job. Which he might've gotten one, i havent talked to Chris yet to find out if its for certain.
Other news: Not much else in this department. Ooooother then the fact i'm pregnant *laughs* dont you love how i put the totally life changing event, in the 'Other news' department like its ya know, no big thing? whee Now its not entirely 100%, its more lingering in the 90% catagory. Meaning i havent taken a home kit, and my damn doctor isnt answering her bloody phone >.o; But there's alot of red flags so to speak. 90 Day late period (its getting to the point i'm not gunna know what to do when i do get it XD) hormones out of control and then some, being sick quiet frequently, when i dont even throw up when i'm sick. I've talked to my mom, and ran everything by her, she's pretty convinced thats what it is. And now she's having a hay day bugging me about it, and she'd find it quiet funny if i had twins gonk she's evil i swear. I told her if its twins she's getting one for christmas whee No i'm not getting an abortion, and i'm not giving it away for adoption. Never been options to me. I intend to see this through. My moms backing me 100%, my dads a reluctant supporter (my mom delicately broke the news to him, when he entered the house she said "HEY GRANDPA!". she's very smooth) but he's always been supportive. Chris isnt planning on going anywhere (he being the papa and all) he grew up without his dad, he doesnt want that for his kid. So i've got a fairly good support group. Last thing i have to worry about is being alone in this. Anyways, i should get going. I have to head back home now ^^ *hugs everyone* take care ya'll <3 heart Love ya's.
~Jessie~
Daryl Pyrros · Sun Sep 17, 2006 @ 02:19am · 0 Comments |
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Just some random things from my writing book. Keep in mind my writing book is also my venting book XD They are one and the same XD
"I pray to thee, my Dark Father. I pray to thee for strength. Strength to face the coming days. Strength to stand tall when everyone wishes me to bow. Strength to stay true to my heart. Please Dark Father, your daughter asks for guidence, for your wisdom, grant your child this. Grant me this" A prayer i came up with on my way home XD
"I'm falling, will you rise up to catch me? or will you step aside and watch me land upon the ground. No you will not interfere, you are a watcher, a bystander, ever the observer. You watch things happen but never participate. Using this logic it is safe to assume you will sit idly by as life happens. You wish me to learn from my mistakes, so that i will be the wiser for them" was in a weird mood, not sure what inspired that X.x
"Judge me not for what you see before you, but judge me fairly, weigh all my past errors against my moral compass, agaist my fibre of truths and honor. Judge me for what i am as a whole, not just the part you see before you" Obviously, i was feeling judged *laughs*
"Something is amiss within me. I dont feel like myself at times. Its as though part of me is clinging to my darkness, while the rest of me desires to go forword. Why now does half my soul cling to my ever present darkness, making it stronger and giving it dominancy over my entire being? Why? What could be gained from the icey grip of cynicism and doubt? What lesson lurks behind darkened walls. I yern to know what is to be discovered from this adventure into dismal terrain, so that i might be rid of this experiance. Perhaps this shadow upon my soul is the contrast to my mind? To my outlooks and beliefs? But going with that logic, that contradicts my beliefs and moral structure. Or does it? A dark spot upon my soul in contrast to firm beliefs about balance, harmony and karma? I find and see the good in everyone around me, i put unlimited faith in them. Why does this splotch, this stain upon my soul shock me so?Should i not have forseen such a thing, had i only looked ahead. If only i had the insight towards myself that i have towards others. Perhaps that is the lesson, that i mustnt push this darkness away, that i should embrace. I should strive to find a way to co-exist. The light and the dark shall reside within me in harmony, true to my belifs. See? give me some time, maybe a pen and paper and i will get something resolved. Through thought and patiance i now understand the darkness i've been feeling beneath my soul. I now know why my soul clings to the dark. It needs to be there to keep the balance. " Yeah, not much to say about this one.
"if you think your strong enough resign yourself over to your moral compass and throw open the floodgates of your memories. For there is no greater critic then yourself" Meh.
AAAAAand thats all i've got time for XD maybe next time it will be an ACTUAl journal entry ^^;;;
Ciao ~Jessie.
Daryl Pyrros · Mon Jul 03, 2006 @ 12:26am · 0 Comments |
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