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So I'm still thinking about getting a tattoo. Either a chess piece on my left forearm or if I can get somebody to donate art a catgirl on either my right side over the ribs or on my right leg. Opinions?
Sad Lion Serenade · Fri Aug 22, 2008 @ 06:47pm · 0 Comments |
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The Condensed Story of Otakon 08 |
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It's been a few weeks since, but I just remembered I get gold for posting journals! ^^
So I got back from Baltimore Sunday evening. It was my first time at Otakon, the first vacation of my adult life, haha. It was a lot of fun. Rather than go to any of the panels I got drunk and walked the halls of the convention center talking to people, and eventually got the idea that I needed to have cute girls strangle me to create the "greatest facebook album ever compiled". Originally my goal was to find a cute sadomascocist at one of the creepy guro panels and have kinky sex in the shower of our upscale hotel that, by the way, could fit at least 3 people. A dear friend was there to edify me in my time of primitive shallow male desire but, never the less I still packed handcuffs, razor blades and a condom. Unfortunatly for my ego, when presented the opportunity, I was still too drunk to realize the chance to make good on my plans was there. Either way, it was a great weekend. Jake didn't kill John, Calvin got to meet Sasuke, John puked on the floor of a sweet hotel and I got to hang out with the most off-beat, adorable girl I've ever met.
~copied from my LiveJournal~
Sad Lion Serenade · Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 02:34pm · 0 Comments |
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I've decided that there is just something about girls choking on their own blood that makes them more attractive, somehow.
How did you like my pretty violet text?
Sad Lion Serenade · Thu Mar 08, 2007 @ 05:30pm · 3 Comments |
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For the longest time I have thought that the best advice I've ever recieved was, "Time goes on, it hurts but you have to deal with it..." Last night in a state of hypnogogic sleep I came to the realization that this is not true. In truth the best advice that has ever been offered to me was more of a scolding "...how do you ever expect to get what you want if you give in so easily?" All that I want are the things I had before, problem is, I dont know how to get it, or if I can even have it anymore.
Sad Lion Serenade · Fri Jan 12, 2007 @ 01:49am · 3 Comments |
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I talked to Her today. "I've worked so hard to change my attitude and outlook on life..." I explained how I felt, I explained that those feelings were still there. I left out the part where I broke down and cried my eyes out in a walk-in cooler trying to decide if I should come out and say it or not, how pathetic would that be, right? Haha. All She could do was shake Her head say "okay." and I walked away trembling.
Maybe I should give up, maybe I should keep trying. I dont know. All I can do at this point is be like water, take things as they come and try to keep this positive attitude Ive worked so damn hard to attain....anyway I can still dream, right?
Sad Lion Serenade · Wed Jan 10, 2007 @ 01:35am · 3 Comments |
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Over the past few months Ive changed quite a bit. I can smile now. I am not completely content with things, but Ive definately become much less pessimistic. Part of it, I think, is because I was able to come to peace with the past, face the facts that I cant change anything and what I have to do is live in the moment. Something else that I believe has helped is the stress relief that QiGong has brought me. With only the most basic of sets taught to me by Sihing I feel like Im ready to do anything afterwords. I have the highest respects for Sihing and what he is doing, spreading his knowledge of the arts as well as philosophy and meditations to his peers. Love, Peace and Harmony.
tomarrow will be a better day, i know this, but for now, lets us charish this moment
Sad Lion Serenade · Sat Dec 02, 2006 @ 03:23am · 1 Comments |
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Philosophical Bullshit #1 |
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this might seem like complete philosophical bullshit to most of you but i was thinking about this yesterday.
"there are so many of me" every person that i have ever come into contact with has a different preception of who i am. different from my own, and different from that of others. i exist in so many forms in the minds of so many people. none of these preceptions of me are absolute, not even my own. so who am i really? of course this also applies to everyone and everything, no perseption of reality is absolute, only relative.
Sad Lion Serenade · Mon Nov 13, 2006 @ 03:25am · 3 Comments |
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