Why do people hate homosexuals so much? what did we ever do to make them hate us? why do they believe that who we love is wrong? the stuff people call me, it's enough to make anyone break down. who i love is no one else's buisness, is it? sometimes i end up hating myself for being different. why can't i be normal? sometimes i don't want to be gay anymore. sometimes i feel like hiding myself away and becoming just another person, instead of who i really am. i find myself crying at what people call me at school and everywhere i go. i shouldn't care what other people think of me, but i do. i wish i was someone else for awhile. someone who is strong someone who doesn't care what people think of them. i want to change, but i know i can't and i hate that. but most of the time i don't want to change. sometimes i'm proud to be who i am, but some days, i don't want to be gay some days i want to be like evryone else.
victorian_panda · Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 05:28pm · 5 Comments |