OK! So i havent written in here in AGES! well lets see.. after i left Chris i talked to Jeramy for a week and realized i was being stupid and that i was actually just scared at how much i loved Chris. Well i spent 2 whole months trying to make it up to him and getting him to fall in love with me again and to take me back! which of course in the end he did! And we were super happy and had a great relationship til in february i found out from Jeramy that Chris had turned into a drugabuser. Well Chris knew i had no tolerence for that s**t, and he OUT RIGHT LIED TO ME ABOUT IT! He told me he didnt use anything. Wellturns out he did! So i left him! I got engrossed in the game WoW!! And got really good at it. And i met a guy there named Erick who was really sweet and awesome well we sorta got to gether but it only lasted 2 days then he left me cuz he was scared to fall in love with me and he wasnt ready to love just yet. So i was left alone and empty with no interest in ANYONE AT ALL! Not even a little! Til a bit later I got with another WoW friend Ryan! Well he wasnt really my type but he was sweet to me and we had fun with each other. Well we had all these plans to be together until he kissed a girl while drunk and told me 'AT LEAST I DIDNT CHEAT CUZ I NEVER ******** HER!' WELL HELLO IT IS CHEATING IF YOUR GF IS A VIRGIN! But i stayed with him for a bit til i reallized ZOMG i was on the rebound and wasnt actually in love with him! So i left him and almost instantly became interested in another WoW guy. He was HILARIOUS! We would talk before bed every night and he always made me Happy. His name was Chris (not the same as before) and we got together 5 days after my birthday. June 28th! He is just so amazing he is good to me and he makes me laugh and he is so incredibly smart. We have our issues like any couple, but we get through them. Even the time when we separated for a week! IT WAS HORRIBLE! but he had a lesson to learn! And he was the first guy to actually do that! HE CHANGED HIS ACTIONS FOR ME! He is my soulmate! My love! My world! Chris baby idk what id do if you werent mine! heart
blaccangell · Wed Dec 03, 2008 @ 06:16pm · 1 Comments |