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I'm An Adult Now
Hi, again dear journal. It's been so long since I last time post anything here. This has somehow become a place for me to just write down anything and I mean, ANYTHING since my brain doesn't know when to stop thinking. But it is a brain so it will never stop functioning till the day I die. I turned 20 this year, which means, I am finally a full adult. Wow. The first step into adulthood. Honestly, being 20 is like the oldest version of being a youngster but still too young for this complicated world called adulthood. I still have a lot of things to learn before I can be fully independent. As for now, I'm still depending on my parents on pretty much everything. Except for mental support, I guess. That's my own problem that I have to deal with. I do realize that I've been using this platform for years and still using it although twitter is a thing now. But it's not actually a platform that I could just easily expose my thoughts a how I do here. Sometimes I question, "What am I even doing with my life?" I should be more productive or be better since it's Ramadhan but nope. I'm still being a loser here n start thinking unimportant stuff. I'm just slacking off basically. But well, whatever. This is my late night thoughts. Off to sleep bye.
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