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There once was a sad little girl who dreamed of being loved by someonewho truly cared for her. She wept each day hoping that her dream would come true. But sadly it never did and it left her in more sarrow knowing that the next day would be the same . As she grew things only seemed worse for her. Even though she had the face of an angel and appeared very innocent to many. She still desired the same dream. But this time she lived with people who hated her so and beat on her saying the most harsh of things making her feel as if she would just give anything to disapear from it all. For the people that were supposed to be her family sadly didn't treat her as such. The good part of it was it made her stronger even at the cost of feeling cold and empty inside from all the things she had endure to this very day. But she still has a loving heart and can not bare to see anyone else going through such pain as she. She has met some wonderful friends though. And one of them is her gaurdien angel. His name is Mister huggles the first nickname she ever gave him. She loves him very much for always being there for her. He gets in trouble often but always pulls through. She prays for every night that he will be safe. And this angel loves her back. Her other friend is a bit well um a true perv but he has a kind heart and loves the girl very much that he would do anything for her. She loves him to but wishes he didn't make her cry. Hes sweet though and wishes to spend the rest of his life with her someday. The girls wish came true on finding someone to truly love her back. But the problem is there are now to many that love her. Though shes filled with happieness that they do shes sad to know they all can't love her more then a friend. It kills her inside to choose one and have to break many hearts. but thats life she knows just the guys who she loves to talk to who can make her smile. And those that make her want to die. She almost really killed herself for one she loved very much but he does not love her back. But she trys to pick herself up from what he has done to her but there is something she will never forgive him for. She wonders now who she will end up with....who she will marry...even have kids with. She can't wait for that day. Who will stick by her side and win her heart forever who will beable to heal this broken child. Will someone beable to save her from death by her own hands. She needs this person not to run and leave her. She needs not this person to beat on her hating her. She needs this person just to love her and everthing that comes with it.
 ~Lahandra~105 · Fri Oct 06, 2006 @ 03:38am · 5 Comments |
When you find out something bad that you never meant to you wanna cry and just hope to disapear or even die you blam the person for not telling you even though you might have known for a while or were just been given clues but you force yourself to make it through even when you can't you still have those friends to help pull you up off the ground and back on your feet were you try to stand on your own but stumble a little still needing those around you to lean on but truth is they can't always be there and thats when you gotta learn to depend on urself and not always use those around you no matter how hard it might be on you or difficult to over come cause those friends you think that aren't really there when you need them most are really there you just don't listen to what they say before you make your stupid choice giving away your life to repay your selfless thoughts of those who hate you most when the ones that love you don't matter in the instance only the bad that win the death and pull you down till you make those suffer for what they did
