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New Poem ^-^
Slowly breaking Eyes dressed black, This mental break downs building me up, For a tragic downfall like stars above. Come on try and take a shot Beat me dead and all that rot Cant you see my walls are crumbling? Getting sick of stumbling I think Im finally scared now I want to be free but I dont know how Slit my wrists and slowly drown In this darkness Im falling down They say the pains all in my head They say it cause they want me dead Feel the sun sting my skin This is my penance for all my sins
xDxragonxFxly · Sat Mar 25, 2006 @ 12:29am · 1 Comments |
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Hehehehehee!! -twitch twitch- Im like sooo sugar high right now! Ok, my sis's friend got her this huge lolly pop from Disney Land, and Rach gave some to me. And I've been sucking on it for almost and hour. -twitches uncontrollably- I feel like I can fly! Actualy I tryed that..It hurt... T-T.... Anyway! I was thinking. Have you ever realized, when a white person get's high, all they talk about is other times they got high! whee Funny funny! I never wanna get high! I would be like. "Im so high...Duuuude.." And then the next time. "This one time I got high..." And so on....Lol....Hyper....-twitch-...hehe...hehe....hehe....-passes out-
xDxragonxFxly · Tue Mar 21, 2006 @ 06:15am · 2 Comments |
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Rwar! Wow, Im fricken obsessed with World Of Warcraft. And my account on Diablo expired again. whee I like pecan tarts! Its like an orgasium in my mouth XD Lol. Anway, me and katie made a picture video. I play an Emo in it, and she plays this 'creepy' person. Its like comedy, lol. Fun Fun.
heart
~Nekko~
xDxragonxFxly · Mon Mar 20, 2006 @ 12:46am · 2 Comments |
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-ponders- Yah know...I was thinking today...Just how many different 'loves' are there. Here is what I came up with. There's love for your family, love for your friends, and love for your...Lover. But there has to be more..Right? Let me think.....-walks off-
~Several Minutes Later~
Ok, ok! I got another. Love for a certain food. You always here people saying "Oh I love -insert food name here-!"...And then some people will say, "I love cats." So there is animal Love...I must think again.
~Moments Later~
Love for self! "I love myself." See there is another one! Oh, and, "I love that word!" Hmmm...So many different ways way can say love.. Ok how many did I get? 7? Hmmm...Did I miss anything?
xDxragonxFxly · Sat Mar 18, 2006 @ 06:41am · 2 Comments |
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Well these are kinda new, I have had them for awhile, I've just done a few changes to them.
the spirit of my reflection
A vizard of happiness to enshroud a suffering soul. Marked by the agony. Suffocating from the torment. Desperatly trying to wake up from the nightmare which is my reality. But with no success, as it has gone on for too long. The scars run too deep. Scars of pain which cannot be forgotten...
concealed expression
A single tear. A solitary cry. Cannot compensate the trauma she has endured. Progressively becoming detached from society. Feeling numb to their taintless words. Constantly recollecting memories of her turbulent past. All the while cascading into despair. Running from the desolate landscape that is her emotion. Falling into hollow darkness as her life fades from her.
overwhelming entanglement
Raised into the disolute society of heartache and bloodshed. Forced to swallow their poisoned lies, filled with manipulation and hate. Failing to grasp the fragile freedom i long for. My insecurity expanding into the depths of distortion. Mentally trapped by their hurtful presence. Like jagged thorns. Sinking deep into my skin when i try to break free. The blood flooding into my eyes. Diminishing my sight. Streaming out of my mutilated arms. Flowing to the floor to create a deathly illustration of pain and beauty. The pain and beauty people will never be able to understand... an insight into my past
(Yet to be named)
I gaze into your eyes yet you look elsewhere. Showing more interest in the floor at which you stare. Your words are cold and have no emotion. And i grow tierd of approaching you with caution. I wonder what's wrong and encourage you to tell me. But you still remain unaffected by my desperate plea. I feel that if i drowned myself in front of you i still wouldn't be missed. That if i cut myself continually it still wouldn't be noticed. The tears of infuriation i cry inside. The sorrow i find so hard to hide. I cannot control the sadness i experience everyday. Owing to you and your wretched way. Long ago it was different. Long ago there was passion there. But now we are like strangers. The unfilled emptyness too hard to bear. Slowly beginning to drift away from each other. I gradually realsie you've changed. Everything is hollow. It's not the same. I think it's my fault. That i've somehow failed. It causes me anguish, even when telling this tale. I feel bitterness towards the past we've shared. Eternal anger at when you said that you'd cared. Then you finally gaze up at me. And i look back at the guy who used to love me.
hostile aftermath
In chaos, destruction is resurrected. Ascending from the blood shed which has been neglected. Manic devastation entwined to hostile eradication. Tainted conflict is an authentic representation. Shatered pieces of existence disdained to no absolution. Incessantly forsaken to a brutal resolution. Anarchic disorder follows this disfigured recollection. Corrupted by superficial concepts of cloned perfection. Despite all this i still feel isolation. Becuase in chaos, i find my slavation.
conscripted
They are polluting my mind. Contaminating my soul with their artificial ideas of normality. Corrupting the words i speak. Intoxicating the air i breathe with their calculating lies. The lies they think is acceptable. I can't inhale it any longer. My strength, too feeble to carry on. My life, just another destructive phobia i have to contend with..
disolute realism
My tears have become meer images of what people neglect to behold. My thoughts, vague figments of the story untold. My wilted dreams are now cruel fragments of dejection. Lacerating me with persistant misconception. Futile musing clashing with vindictive reality. Composing together to create this tarnished normality. Through afflicition and sorrow my soul has died. Can't you see i'm bleeding inside.
altered existence
The radient light of day overlooks her homes illusion of innocence. The sun's rays meeting her jaded eyes as she closes the door silently behind her. Locking out the the horror and brutality of her former life. Refusing to look back to the past which haunts her. Abundant with secrets that will never be revealed. Calming wind brushes against her bruised cheek, soothing her distress. Guiding her awat from the painful ordeal she had to undergo. Gradually beginning to remember the word 'hope', which has been absent for so long. Whispering goodbye to the past as she walks away, a tear of relief falling down her cheek. Leave some comments plz ^-^
xDxragonxFxly · Sat Mar 18, 2006 @ 12:59am · 1 Comments |
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