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I enjoy writing poetry when I'm upset or worried about something. Here's one.

I made this for my ex, when we were still together. Last internet guy I ever dated. Last I ever plan to.

Although I can only dream of your smile, upon your delicate face
I know for certain, it’s a smile impossible to replace
And those eyes I’ve only dreamed of, never drift from flight
When I see your ecstatic words, I know everything will be alright
In the end, a choice must be contemplated without hesitance
In the end, we always wonder, will we stay lifelong friends
Will that feeling still engulf me, digesting to my core
I have this certain feeling, that we’ll always stay a little more
Your skin is soft against my mind, and your kiss is playful on my fingertips
The feeling of the letters, can travel through my body, and land on my soft pink lips
The words may be just that, but they mean more than my own compelling existence
My life has endeared smiles and laughter, and it’s thanks to you I’m no longer bent
I owe you this last dance, though it may as well be our first
If we were ever to exchange touch, I can daze off into the burst of thrilling fireworks
I’d hold you close and pray, that someday we could be more than just together
I wish upon every star, that we could see more than just those thankful letters
If I close my eyes and picture, you sitting there with me
I can lean back in my chair, and I know I never want to leave
Your grip is strong and caring, I don’t need to think twice
Though my impatience is irate, I know I can wait as time rolls its dice
Your kiss is death upon my sorrows, and your presence is murder to my tears
Your words are constant to my smile, and your image defends against my fears
Though my trust is bruised, I know you just might be the answer to my cries
I don’t need to think once, I’d go too far to forgive your future lies
I can picture the memories on the rim on my fingers
Every romantic endeavor will always peacefully linger
This is the world I feel a gift was given, a place to soar free
The things I care for may be rational, but you’ll always mean more to me
Though we’re restricted to time so slowly spent, I promise to stay loyal
When the kings are spotted, I will never willingly follow
I’ll sit patiently with my emotions tucked into my chest, beating like the living
You’ve waited so long for me, and for that I will always be forgiving
Even if my love is overwhelming, and I feel like without you life won’t go on
I’ll keep loving you through fights, afterwards knowing I loved you all along
You were there, though I did not notice, and now I regret not realizing
That sickly sweet stomach flu, was merely a result of what I was feeling
Now I hold you close with the spirit of my heart, and I will never let go
I will keep holding on, even if the future wind is an engulfing painful blow
I trust you to hold me with love, and never let me fall apart
Allow me to step away, and dust off my Satan black heart
I float amongst the skies, though the clouds are sometimes rough
I was found by an angel, willowing from above
From that moment we shared hearts, I knew I was allured
I am that angel’s life, and that angel is my world