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UGH. October 30th can't come soon enough.
A7X's new album is out then, and I've been listening to the singles released from it. I CAN'T ******** WAIT
Looks like they're going back to their roots a little more, as well as applying a more classical style of Metal, with less melodic tones and harder riifs. Overall, this means they're going to be gaining a few more mature fans, and a few less flavor of the year fans. ( Which couldn't of come soon eough )
On top of that they're coming here December 6th. :3
Tobuketsu · Fri Oct 26, 2007 @ 07:42am · 1 Comments |
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I seem to remember some movie my friend Mark liked, I THINK that was the name, can't be completely sure. Things were a lot simpler back highschool- work, girls, video games, golfland, sleep. If we are products of our pasts, then I should be a lot more FUBAR then I am right now. Not that I had any traumatizing experiences back then ( save for one when I was 15 ) but MAN was I a lot different then I am now.
I was such a horrible person to women back then, typical jealous type of boyfriend that yet, always cheated on his girlfriends. Though I am truly regretful for the things that I did, I don't feel as if retribution to it's fullest as swinged my way yet, or that essence even half. I never did believe in karma, but the world does have a way of going " HAHA you thought" often. So when when the universes vengeance on me come to fruition? I don't know, but when it does hit, it's gon'na suck. Or is it possible that a person can atone for the deeds they have done? Of course, if your a believer in god ( which I am ) these is one of your core values. Yet, how can atonement co-exist with justice? Are there exceptions? If I have learned nothing else from gaia, it's that there is.
Now, of all places for me to have this arguement today, I had it on WoW. For all you who know what I talking about, it was an instance run, Blood Furnace. During the run we somehow got talking about signifigant others, and I of course was honest about my situation, which to be expected, recieved some vexing feeback from the group. So what did we do? Argued for a solid two hours on the matter, never coming to a compromise but rather " Can we get this over with?". However it did make me think. The morals and idioms we establish for ourselves are heavily reliant om laws ( and don't act like it isn't), so we have these pre-dispositions about certain situations, even refusing to talk about them at the mere mention of it. So when DOES a law become something more then a law? When does it become a state of mind? Who is to decide wether someone is of sound mind to make judgements concerning their personal lives? When they are 18? OR when they are of sound mind. The fact of the matter is, I am dating a 15 year old when I am in fact 20 years old. A few years ago I would react to this as most people have reacted to it, but I have been taught otherwise.
If someone so influential can exist that she can change the way you think, this person ought to be given attention don't you think? I never expected it to happen, I never though it was going to happen, but it did. I was blessed with a wondrous gift of foresight unlike any I had known up until this time. Everything was suddenly different in my mind's eye. All these syncracies which I held dear to myself, were cast away so that I may be with her.
I find nothing wrong with this.
We are as much a product of our surrounding as we are a product of the people we meet. There can be no compromise if we do not see eye to eye at this moment, because a moral is not something that can be argued and changed in an instant.
Perhaps you though, will someday find your influence, and understand that I am following the path not out of spite, anger, or dissonance. I am following it because I choose to. I am loving her because I can.
Tobuketsu · Fri Sep 07, 2007 @ 10:34am · 2 Comments |
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I wonder if Mae will mind that I'm not transferring the pictures to my photobucket. >_>
Well I am, just don't feel like re-pasting the code, why? Because life is giving me the finger just a wee bit right now. Does it suck? A little, compensation for the fact that I just had the best month of my life, why? I got to stay with Mae <3
Really it was only supposed to be two weeks, but some technicalities and squabbles with my mother made it a month. Theres lots of things I could talk about, the cake she made me for my birthday, the funny little quirks she has, or the _______________________________.
Well anyways below are some pictures, if anyone really wants to know how it was, you'll ask. Much thanks to my love for the pictures, her love, and for granting me a much needed time with her in Texas. As I said before, my house is here in Arizona, but my home is with my heart, with you.
Don't forget to make a couple jabs at the age difference to, because you know, I don't get it enough. STOPBEINGJEALOUSANDBACKUPOFFMYGRILLFOOLS!
I SUPPOSE this picture needs an explanation. We we're uh....trying to communicate like blind people would? Cept it made a heart in the shadow, cool occurrence we thought.
Tobuketsu · Tue Aug 21, 2007 @ 12:34am · 2 Comments |
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Antagonizing, it's what I do. |
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Any girl that is pro-choice is just a slut that wants to sleep around without reaping the consequences.
Igorance and not caring are not the same thing.
Just because your hair covers your eye doesn't make you sexy, it means you can't see well.
Ok...seriously, if your gon'na drool over the guy that's wearing eyeliner, girl pants, and generally LOOKS like a girl, why not just date a girl?
Piercings on your face make you look trashy, accept it.
For all you girls that have just "experimented" and claim to be straight, your not. Straight girls don't do stuff with other girls, period. Alcohol can only account for so much.
Not wanting to smoke weed doesn't make me a "government tool", it means I don't want to disappoint my parents, unlike you losers.
BulletForMyValentine are not Metalcore, they are faggetcore.
Buckethead would beat Peter Wentz in a street fight, and I would pay to see it.
Vodka does not taste good, stop pretending it does.
If you see a girl on a street and go " Damn I'd hit that!" your probably a virgin.
Brushing up against someone elses shoulder on accident isn't an act of hostility, but just the same, bring it.
Go ahead and think your unique in bashing President Bush, it's not like every other adolescent that knows s**t about politics doesn't. *cough* Punk Bands.
Using the word ostentatious, is very ostentatious, your not fooling anyone.
If black people can call white people crackers without their being a racial qualm about it, white people should be able to call black people niggers.
The word "nappy" is not racially charged, it means you look like you just took a nap.
Done.
Oh and Sean, there are a LOT Of guitarists better then Slash.
Tobuketsu · Sun Jun 17, 2007 @ 01:26pm · 2 Comments |
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I.....
I have been waiting, for six years.....for this moment.
Starcraft 2 is COMING OUT! O___________________O *fan squeal*
Tobuketsu · Sun May 20, 2007 @ 10:17am · 1 Comments |
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Ok yes people, 300 was a good movie.
You don't need to say " THIS IS SPARTA!" for everything. Hop off the bandwagon and get some personality, sheesh.
Tobuketsu · Fri May 18, 2007 @ 04:31am · 2 Comments |
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