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It's been a long time since I've been even on this website. I suppose I neglected it for the time I've been at school, since the autumn of 2009, when I started college at HSU. It's been three years since I must've been on last because my status says "orange chicken", and it's been several weeks and months since I've last had any orange chicken. I'm assuming it's the same orange chicken that they sell at the "Depot", the other school cafeteria/restaurant that my school has.

As far as this game goes, I've been on here since the summer of 2006, when I entered my first year of high school. Most likely before that, even, because my middle school friend Joannaly played this game when I was still hanging out with her (we went to different high schools.), so it was probably earlier, 2005 even.

It's changed a world's worth since I was last on here. The game face, the shops, the economics of the game, the everything. The only thing that hasn't changed is the name. Change is good to some degree, but if I didn't know any better I'd say this site is something else entirely compared to the site I signed into in 2005. I don't have any friends on here. I don't go on very often. I'm averagely wealthy but because I spent real money on game items and got rich that way. The only reason I go on here ever anymore is because it's the last thing I can remember to do to keep myself occupied when there's nothing else to do. Yep, gaia is my fall back website, the website I go to when I have NOTHING better to do. Oh well. That's better than having nothing, right?

I'm an adult. I started signing on here when I was a child, a pre-teenager, before I knew friends or of hardship or of growth and change. Perhaps it is not only Gaia that has changed but myself that has changed. I see things differently. Words have double, triple meanings, phrases carry messages within them, a simple comment holds as much weight as a penalty or reward, depending on the receiver and the giver.

Until next time, my thoughts are put on hold.
Thank you.

The doctor's mirror reflector thingy looks like shi-. I know. I'm taking it off later. Junior year's starting and tomorrow's Band Camp. It's my job to make sure the freshies catch on as quickly as possible. Otherwise the rest of the band will suffer. It's the youngsters that make the foundation. I feel old. I'm already a Junior in high school. I can't lie and say I'm ready for Junior year, and yet as I say it, I have not much else to choose from than to be ready. "Ready". I am ready. I just need to take my steps one at a time. And fill in the horse's harness that I myself chose to fill.

My classes are vigorous in different ways. I'm not taking any "Honors" or "AP" classes, but I am taking Physiology, which is typically a senior course, so it'll be difficult, but it won't be semi-college-level. You see? There'll be more reading. if I'm not mistaken. I'm taking the regulars...Algebra II, American History + Literature, Japanese III, Phys, Jazz Band(Pending), Advanced Ladies Choir, and Journalism class to top it off. The challenge will be Marching Band versus Journalism, because they're both time-consuming, and it's like, what takes presidence? I think because I can pick up marching band at anytime, Journalism will take a closer seat. I mean i love marching band, but i can work for Journalism. And i can get people to hear me, and my writing will definately improve.

Not to say my writing isn't decent. My literature teacher of my Sophomore year told me that my writing had a lot of feeling and passion, which is good. I have a problem of sticking to a format, which is something I can work on, because I mean, i'll be in the school paper, and people will read what I have to say, and it has to be a professional, consistent, sophisticated kind of writing. Your job is to stick to what you're given and work with your own spins to entertain the public. I'm not sure what section I'll be doing. My friends say they want to hear my opinions biggrin We'll see though.

Aww shi- and I have to f-ck over on SAT's too. Shi-. I think I'm going to get a fatty a-- book to study from.