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Everytime I close my eyes,
You change another part of me.
Whenever you subdue my sighs,
You grant another wish of mine.

Everytime I close my eyes,
You change almost noticably.
When all I wish,
Is to lift your mood,
You always walk away from me.

You're my ever changing butterfly.
I can let you rest on my finger,
But I can never keep you captive.

I am your cloudy daytime sky.
And it won't be too long,
Before I darken, and
You close your eyes
To the sight of me.
Everytime.

To write along
these empty pages,
The one last thing
I ask of you.

Tell me that
The truth was heard.
Tell me lies
Were never told.

Write along
these empty pages.
And tell me
That you care.

Please,
Please,
Tell me,
You'll always be here.

Write along
These empty pages.
Tell me that
You love me.

Tell me that
You'll hold me,
If I ever feel unwanted.

I'll write along
Your empty pages.
Tell you what I want.
I'll tell you that
I love you more.
No matter if I'm right.

Can't you see?
Don't you believe?
Stop.
You've taken another part of me.
I know you want me gone.
Just let me sing you one more song.

We interupt this creation,
To burn away your inspiration.
Flying through my empty skies,
You only tell me one more lie.

Slow down, you'll miss.
I only want you to be
My one final kiss.
Before you tear apart the rest of me.
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You're more than a memory,
So much more.
But less than a reality.

Come, before I lose my sanity.
Before this dream fades away.
Hold me in your arms,
So I know this is really happening.

"Life isn't so Hard"

A far off memory,
A memory of fear and loss.

And you used to say
"life isn't so hard"

In only a moment,
You take back your words,
Am I going to be there
To save you this time?

Your world; crushed.
You hide the tears in your eyes,
making them only too obvious.

And you thought I'd say
"I told you so"

You gave to others,
To mask your pain.
You saved me,
And refuse my help..

I try to tell you
"Life isn't so hard"

But with all we've been through;
All that's changed,
You know I let an old lie grow.

Looking at the picture on the wall,
It bring back memories.
Far off memories
Of fear and loss.
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"Wasted" (Was on profile before)

Something new,
yet always there.
All there will be,
All theres ever been.

It goes by so fast,
You won't remember it.
It stays so long,
you wish it gone.

Back then when it didn't matter
And you just couldn't wait.

The mistakes you made,
you never knew.
You never knew
they'd get you back.

A wasted childhood,
A lived life.
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"Sick of it all"

It may be dieing,
But the sun's still shining.
Besides, I'm sick of ******** crying.
Sick of ******** trying..

Tell me to listen up?
No, you're out of luck.
You've pushed me too far.
Now, we've gone to war.

Sit down, be quiet.
And I'll make you understand.
I'll make you see.
I'll never let you forget.
What you really mean to me.
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"Understatement"

Me, depressive?
Hah! What an understatement!
Look closer and you'll see,
I'm as happy as can be.

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That last one is for people who think all emo people are depressive. 83

Pretty much done.. XD Again.


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