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she is young she will find new love...
unlike me i know ur the one
thats why i have been here along
day by day my love grows fonder
thinking of the day when u'll be here
but how can this be true when its not only me and u
i feel as if my loves be tossed aside for another

wrote by: lea on July 21 2006

Gray is how i feel deep down inside.
As my feet sink into gunky munk.

Oh how i hate the rain,
Oh what a horrible day it is today.

As the rain poured down on my worthless life.
I am so lonely in this big retched world.

Then the tears rolled down my cheeks and into my mouth,
That salty taste how i hate it

Oh am so gray.
And with a boom the thunder rolled arcross the sky.

sadly yesterday my 12 year old dog charley past away... i had him since i was six years old... i took it very hard... he was the first man that came into my life i loved him every much... i will miss him greatly and he will always be remembered... RIP Charley heart

Donators for my avi:

phoenix22087- whip of fire, and kiki kitty plushie (well i payed a discount price for it),autumn leaf kamono

i~hate~blondes!- prisoner's ball and chain, 130g

#1_S.B.L.- 2,000g

childofthecorn_Fenella - 2,200g

neco-chan - 200g

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NOW EXCEPTING RANDOM THINGS....
eg. wine hippi pants, or gold.
I am gonna start a forum to give away items to random ppl for doing different things(maybe but mustly just random) but i want to get some donation items saved up before i start it...

Donators:

bunny_flowers2 - wine hippi pants, Warm punk starter set,
Warm dress starter set, Warm sporty starter set, Warm starter set, Warm baggy starter set, Construction barricades, Blush matte floor tile, Carrot plush, Warm starter house set

i~hate~blondes!-Blue Paper Headband, radicool pink trim shorts, G shades pink

#1_S.B.L.- Cool starter house set, Cool punk starter set, Cool dress starter set, Cool sporty starter set, Cool starter set, Cool baggy starter set, Bunny tail, Single pink carnation - bouquet, Easter bunny shirt, 350g

BunnyFlowers - Neutral punk starter set, Neutral dress starter set, Neutral sporty starter set, Neutral starter set, Neutral baggy starter set

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note: when it comes to gold when u donate it u need to tell me what the gold is for... or i will assume its for my aviatar... just on a note....

well i changed my name... why cuz i needed something new... plus bunny_flowers2 was so boring.... sweatdrop

my mom says ''i am useless...and i am irresponsible...and i break everythin nice she gives me...'' PLEACE LIKE SHE GIVES ME ANYTHING NICE EVER... i am very responsible stare i really need to move out soon.... Help some one talk to me plz... i cant take this much more cry