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I feel so broken and lost. Seems like all I do seems to just be thrown back into my face. Men, life, parents, friends....Do they matter anymore when you wish to be 6 feet under. Soul deep into hell for all that you have done. Ending everything seems the logical way out of all this pain. I want to go away from everything yet i dont want to face the daily dramas of life. What must one to accomplish true love and eternal happiness? I try and try and try but nothing ever works. Seems my time is running out...