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this is just s**t that pops into my head (A phrase or pic or anything) i will sit down and write it down in the form of poetry Please replay or PM me i love to here what people have to say about this isnt the final verson they still need some work


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Enchanted razor blade





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scream
I lay in bed
To get some rest
I close my eyes
And fall asleep
In a daze
Still half awake
I hear a voice
In side my head
Its not alone
They start to roar
A thousand screams
Or maybe more
Day after day
Its all the same
I watch my back
And take your crap
Im cheating death
The voice gets pissed
They say its my fault
That there all dead
I open up
And start to scream
A silent scream
That can only be seen
But in a world that doesnt care
All you gets a passing glair
They all act like the do care
But really the dont give a ********
Looks like I am out of luck
I walk into a busy street
And let out a giant scream
The people just look at me
Like i am some kind of freak
And there cars
Let out a loud a** beep
Nobody really cares
So why must I tare
Myself apart for you
I have one more thing to say
To stop the voices in my brain
"I dont know you
you dont know me
quit blaming me
for you casualty
you help nobody
but yourself
and just pass up all
who needed help
its your fault
you went to hell
get out of my head
im going to bed
and theres noting
you can do about it"
they all shut up
and when I woke up
my life felt new
with no help from you




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Crucifixion





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Death in the name of
YOU are the one
You are almighty
You are the savior
You are the king
We ALL should parse thee
We all should bless he
But what are we
Why were we created
Are we nothing more then entertainment
We DIE in you name
Are we dieing in vain
FOR you we look up to
You are GOD
We try to ask for answers
But YOU turn your back
And gave up cancers
DO we deserve all this
To be damned to all THIS
FOR the free will
That he HIMself gave us
WHAT DOES HE think
Well we DO the right think
Or just ******** it up again
But its not FOR us
Its all for YOU
And there is noting more
we can do





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roulette

We sit around
pick up the gun
we have nothing else to live for
so let have a little fun
one bullet gose in
we gather in a circle
god joins in
even he'd like to end it
put the gun on the floor
and watch it swirl
who it going to be
is it you
is it me
as you watch it spin
time slows down
second turn to hours
this ma be it
you may get your anwser
you may get to end it
and wake up frome this nightmare
as the gun starts to slow down
your life flashes before your eyes
you relive all the reasons why you are here
why you wanted end it here
you stop the gun
and pick it up
put it in your mouth
and pull the trigger
click click no lock
you point it at your god
and ask him ?WHY?
WHY must I live my life this way
WHY must I live with low sanity
WHY must I live with gilt
for s**t I never did
WHY do you treat you creations this way
damning them to this hell
you call earth
Ive had enough
its going to end
you pull the trigger
one more time
the bullet hit himn
in the head
were dose a god
go when his dead
you look around like nothings wrong
you put another bullet
and play again
maybe this time youll win





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Queen of hearts




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LAMB OF GOD

Who made the man that made the myth,
the man that found the weed,
the man that made the bomb,
and the ones with low sanity
some would say we were born in you gods image
others say the devil made them
the men that use the weed keep dying,
the men that use the bomb keep killing,
the one with little sanity keeps crying
and the man that told the myth is fine
as he sits here proud of himself
and what he has done
and all of thous who here his speak
live in fear of dying
of a new holocaust
or a nuclear war
for he is a great dissever
he has done this for many years
so are we made by your gods hands
or are we just pawns
made in the devils workshop






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The looking glass

The looking glass lays shattered on the floor
to scared to pick it up
more afraid to look into it
I sit here alone
as my sanity thinness
the world false to chaos
i cant help but I fill like its my fault
I cannot believe that it got so deep
I camp out in this dark damp scary place
I now call my home
it has never seen the light of day
but this is were i must stay
the pills keep my foes away
but I don't fill any bigger
I don't make a sound
cuz there all out to get me
the queen and her goons
are all out to find me
it is ******** when the one you rely on
disappears in a second
and your closest friend is your enemy
and there's no one to believe in
i have had enough of living in the shadows
it is time to put away the fear
and find away out of here
so I pick myself up off the cold wooden floor
that creeks and squeaks
as I stumble across the room
under the light of a full moon
as I Stare into the looking glass
now I can see that it was not broken
it was me that was ruined
and its my soul that was shattered
with my sanity
the looking glass completed what I was missing
as it vanishes I can see
that the world is no longer corrupted
and my clothes no longer tainted
did this just really happen
or is it in my head
or is the hole just getting deeper
tricking me into false security
I will no longer be tricked
I will not falter
I will not longer be afraid of stuff with out an answer
now I could see clearly
but ill get my revenge
to all of thous who killed me deep inside me
and made me fill like I was dead
and the self inflected scars all around my wrist
be afraid of my wrath
for this psycho b***h will be all over you a**




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