Just realized in two years I will be graduating from senior year. That scares me beyond belief. Everything is going by so quickly. I wish it would slow down so I can enjoy these few moments that I have that makes high school remember-able.
I hate when I notice those kind of things, it makes my feel like my life has no meaning. It makes me want to disappear than I stop and think about everyone in my life and that kills me because I know after high school, we might not ever see anyone again. I want to make something of my high school life but its just moving to fast for me to enjoy, its just the same old thing in my house:
Wake up,
go to school,
Make sure I pass,
Stay after if I have to,
get home,
stay in my room all day,
take a shower,
Than bed.
And repeat.
Its starting to get old, I want to be able to leave and go to friends house and just go party for a little while.
My life has no meaning in this point in time. I want to change it so bady. But I cant......I am scared to grow up..
I hate when I notice those kind of things, it makes my feel like my life has no meaning. It makes me want to disappear than I stop and think about everyone in my life and that kills me because I know after high school, we might not ever see anyone again. I want to make something of my high school life but its just moving to fast for me to enjoy, its just the same old thing in my house:
Wake up,
go to school,
Make sure I pass,
Stay after if I have to,
get home,
stay in my room all day,
take a shower,
Than bed.
And repeat.
Its starting to get old, I want to be able to leave and go to friends house and just go party for a little while.
My life has no meaning in this point in time. I want to change it so bady. But I cant......I am scared to grow up..
