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So yeah, my finals are coming up and i'm frantic to get myself set. Out of three projects i have only one realy done. Tomorrow i will begin the long and tedious job of applying hair to my mechanical mask. scream And hopefully sometime my group members will send me the necessary pictures to actually accomplish the other project. -=sigh=- I love college... sweatdrop

Lol, i'm talking about writing you sick perverts. Anyway, i had this great idea about a story to write. It's about a group of soldiers that are sent to an island that is in danger of being attacked by the enemies. The island is a contrast to the dreary war that is happening in that it is a cheerful island with lots of dancing. The people there are unaffected by the outside fighting. The story follows one of the soldiers and his experiences at this island where he meets an exotic dancing girl whom he ultimately falls in love with.
I'm, not sure if it would work out to be something big but i'm sure it would be fun to write. We'll see what ensues.

I don't know how everyone else feels but I can't wait to see the third episode in the Star Wars series. Finally after going through the first two movies Anakin will become one of the most ruthless characters in the history of these movies. As a child I always liked Darth Vader because he's the meaning of "bad a**." Also, lately, I've grown to like General Grievious because I really like robotics and what not. I guess you can see my trend with liking half machine half living beings here. Thinking about all of this stuff inspires me to possible write something of this nature. Only time will tell. 3nodding

Last night I was able to see the entire movie Moulin Rouge. Before I had only seen the beginning and the ending with my fiancee. She had told me about it and how great it was, and at the end she cried. I didn't quite grasp it, naturally because I had never seen the entire thing. Now, last night, I saw the rest of it. It was strange, how Christian reminded me of myself back about a year and some odd months ago, a writer looking for the meaning of the term called 'love.' At the end, I was unable to hold in my overwhelming emotions, and once I reached the recluse of my bathroom, I allowed myself to let go.

The reason I was so moved is because I too love the woman I am with, and the though of her passing on is, well, very very devestating. I can't imagine a world without her, and honestly I try not to think of such a horror.

In any case, I have truly been moved by the sweet love in that movie and can only hope that my love for my fiancee will be just the same as it is now come ten or twenty years later...

So today i pawned off some old stuff and got me some real new and nice threads, better known as clothing for those that are not street slang literate. sweatdrop Anyway, hopefully I won't look like a noob anymore with my flame pants and shirt. blaugh Peace out!

Well it's finally Monday and my entire spring break is over. Blah...I guess I was ready to go back a little bit, but laying around playing games for a week was quite fun if I do say so myself. *sigh* Anyway i figured i'd write an entry just because I bored. Alright, that's all for now. Ciao!

Well lets see, my spring break has been good thus far. I got to go home with my girl for Easter and was served a good meal. Most of my time on this break has been spent helping my girl move into her new apartment. I know one thing for sure...i honestly don't want to hear the word "move" for like a month or something. sweatdrop Anyway, i really haven't been on gaia for awhile because of hte fact that i've been away for a computer for like 5 or 6 days. Alright well enough said...i'm gonna jet. Ciao!

So yeah i just downloaded some cool music from the Phantom of the Opera. I really wanna see that movie now, just because i always liked stories about things like that. Hopefully i will get hte chance to see it, whether it be at the theater or on dvd.
I use to be like the Phantom of the Opera, hidden behind a mask and away from the people below. It was fun 3nodding

Today once again i felt like a child at the hands of the world. I'm going on to my 2nd decade of life, and still i have moments where i feel immature. It's as if a part of me never grew up or developed.
All of this goes back to the days when i tried to seperate myself from the world. I call it my lone wolf syndrome, a feeling inside me that longed to be alone forever so that if i were to slip up no one could stab me for it. It's strange, and as my love put it, i'm strong in my strengths and weak in my weaknesses.
Sometimes i just wish i could have no weaknesses. Maybe then i could finally stop feeling like people want me dead... ninja