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Why does everything have to go bad after I leave? WHY!? Why are poeple deciding to spread things about me now, when I'm a country away, instead of when I lived in Canada?! Am I that bad of a person? Did everyone just put up with me while I lived back home? Does everyone hate me? No one talks to me, no one tells me things. I dont know what the hell is going on. I heard from a girl who doesnt even live in Cold Lake who heard from my X boyfriend that rumours are going around saying, ''I just went out with him out of pity.''
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Sigh. I guess its a good thing I moved away then. If its going to be like this, if I'm still causing trouble when I'm thousands of miles away, then I dread the day I return to Cold Lake. Maybe I can convince my parents to move to Ottawa. rolleyes Under the circumstances, anything would be better than Cold Lake right about now.
The Lost Sock · Thu Jun 09, 2005 @ 09:27pm · 1 Comments |
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I took a quiz.. ''How Is Your Soul?''
Here is my results: Your soul is caring. Other people are your concern, even if you don't know them. If you see a person trip you worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones first and you're very mature. When someones sick you're nurturing and always try to help family and friends when failure strikes them. You can be called the motherly one, if you are in a group of people, which doesn't have to be bad. Love is something that's already in you and you have a lot to give whether you believe it or not. Your friends probably love you very much and come to when they need help since you're reliable. People can feel secure with you and generally like you.
I guess that explains why all my ''Friends'' hate me now, eh? T____T
The Lost Sock · Sat Jun 04, 2005 @ 05:54pm · 0 Comments |
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Hmm. It feels so weird, really. Being in a different country, thinking of the people you know..Back home..They are probably hanging out with one another, like nothings changed. Because ntohign has. But it ALL has for me. Here I am, in an unknown place...Or, barely known...friendless...and bored. I dont do what I used to do because I dont know if I'm allowed to do it. And even if I was, WHO would I do it with? I cant watch Horror movies over at Janels house. I cant chase wild chickens with my best friend, or EX, Sarah. I cant hang out with my now X boyfriend, Andrew. Not that they would probably want to do anything with me if I ever went back..which is most liekly happening in about a year or so... Janel probably doesnt even realise I'm gone. Sarah..well...after a couple days ago proved that she never liekd me anyway. Andrew is going to forget ALL about me.
>.>;; Hmm. So sad. =( Not to mention, my other best friends, Kaylee and Kita and Vickie hate me right about now. Its funny because I feel like I'm being deserted. I have no friends (not many, anyway.) and my friends back home are all of the sudden turning on me right after I move away. So, who do I have besides myself? NO ONE. I'm bored and lonely, and friends of mine are already moving on, partying, not knowing that I'm stuck with my brother and my parents. I'm not saying that they shouldnt have fun...I WANT them to have fun.. But that doesnt mean they have to forget all about me and hate me, right?
I just took a quiz to see what my element was...Heres the answer:
Your element is Light. Your heart is pure and shining with love. You believe in the goodness of those around you and give almost everyone a smile. You are not the kind to hide your happiness and tend to smile all day long, both in and out. But when sadness hits you, you become very devastated and may be upset for quite some time. What you need in your life is friends, friends who will love you unconditionally, like you love them. But you have a naive nature and don't always notice when someone is trying to hurt you. Some would say you are oblivious to mean people, which makes you an easy target. However, your true friends will probably be there for you and save you. In school you are either the popular one or the little weird one. It all depends if "the higher people" find your caring side irritating or not. Nevertheless, you have a bubbly personality and are social. Big partys may not be your thing since you want bonding time with your friends, so slumber-partys fit you more. You like the happy things in life and like everyone else to be as happy as you are.
Eh. Bullcrap.
The Lost Sock · Sat Jun 04, 2005 @ 05:40pm · 0 Comments |
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Okay..I have posted two lenghty posts...and they wont frikken show up..And now I'm pissed because I put alot of time into those posts. Damn Gaia. And I'm too tired to post them now.
The Lost Sock · Tue May 31, 2005 @ 03:24am · 0 Comments |
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12 days left 'till I move.
Today was my 14th birthday.
The Lost Sock · Mon May 09, 2005 @ 01:10am · 1 Comments |
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mad I am so mad. My brother hacked my account. The only thing he actually gave back was my goggle-hat thingy. OF course, I reported him. It is not the first time he hacked me though. He has done it to 2 of my previous accounts. ARRGGHH. Now I have to start all over. I hate that. But, thanks to my boyfriend, I am starting all over un-naked.lol. Yes...
THANKS A WHOLE LOT. eek heart (Really, thank-you.)
And NO-THANK-YOU to the found sock 2, my brother.....
******** YOU.
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I like the wings...
The Lost Sock · Sat May 07, 2005 @ 03:48pm · 0 Comments |
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I have to write this really quick, so in advance I apologise for any mistakes...
i thin smething is going worng with someone i truly admire...and really like...i dont know whats happening but I dont like it. i cant get really specific because...i just cant. but its tearing my frikken...insides out. I HATE IT.
bye
The Lost Sock · Mon Apr 18, 2005 @ 11:59pm · 0 Comments |
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Alright. So last night I went to have dinner at some guys house. He is 16, and when he first saw me he thought I was 17!! Then, when I told him that I was actually only 13, he laughed and said, ''Yeah, right.'' But ;tid true, and in the end he finally believed me. It was fun...When his girlfriend called he was like, ''Hey, you gotta see this, there is a chick here who looks like she is 17!..... ..... .....shes ony 13.'' surprised heart And, out of nowhere he would yell out at me, ''STOP! Stop looking so old!'' or, ''You cant be 13.'' It is not the first time someone had a hard time believing me and my age, though. -sigh- Well, for the longest time all we did is talk about how different Canada is from the U.S. He told me to throw all my Canadian culture out the window. He told me that when I go to school, everyones gonna try and...he doesnt know, but test me somehow...He also says I will fit in perfectly though, which is great for me. I was scared for a minute that I would be the biggest loner in the world! gonk heart Or, at least in the school. >.< When his girlfriend came over, I stood a good foot over her. Her name was Payne. (His name is Christien..>><< Cant spell it.)They gave me whole bunch of advice for when I move to Alabama, permanently. He said he would introduce me to his friends...And his friends friends, and on and on. Hopefully they wont make such a big deal about me being 13! gonk domokun But...Yeah. Him and Payne kept on calling me a punk. (Like, the...Lable, not insult.) And I kept on going, ''NO!'' It made me feel like some kind of poser. sweatdrop But, yeah. I heard that Caroline liked me, which is great! (I'll make good friends before I am forced to face the school on my own...Scary.) Yeah. AND OMFLGFNG!!! Christien went to my school back in Cold Lake!!! The same school I am now attending, the one in Canada! He was like, ''Do you know Derek LEgault?'' And I am like, ''YES!!!OMFG!'' Then he went on to say how Mrs.Sinclair is the evilest of all teachers, how Mr.Bicshke looks like some dude of some some TV show here in the U.S, how Mr.Stasuik was the coolest teacher in the world, and how Mr.Young was so damn talkative. TALKATIVE IS DAMN RIGHT.
xD!! Anyway. So when I return to Canada, I will be like..''OH, Mrs.Sinclair, Christien says HI!''
Who would have thought that I would run into a guy who knows some of my semi-friends, all of my teachers...and my neighbourhood, like 5 states and 1 province away from home? xD!!!!
Talk about WEEIIRRDD. Almost as weird as that one time when I met Stephanie P, a good friend of mine, all the way in Toronto at the airport, and then ended up sitting together, too!! But. YEEAAAHHH. Whoa. TTYL. BYE!
The Lost Sock · Thu Apr 14, 2005 @ 02:45pm · 2 Comments |
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I made friends. 4laugh Her name is Caroline. She is 14, she has a car, a cellphone.. Her house is bigger then my school. 0= So, yeah. Can you believe she didnt know what Hotmail/MSN was? I had to make her an account and everything...
Then again, she seemed pretty surprised when I told her I had no idea what Xanga was...
But yeah. Shes not that tall, I am only 13 and I am...EXTREMELY tall. >.< 5 foot 9 1/2. (Comment, and make sure to include your height!)
So. Yeah. She had a really strong accent, and after talking to her for a while, I started talking like that too. I am becoming a hick!!!(Joking, joking...)
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Anyway. I have to go now. Just finished breakfast. I laugh at all of you because you are all at school..
HAHAHAHA.
The Lost Sock · Wed Apr 13, 2005 @ 03:01pm · 1 Comments |
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