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OOC : So I've been gone a while.... |
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Ok ok for anyone that cares (since most of my buddies on here are gone crying ) the reason I haven't been on much is because of the following: I'm going through a divorce, I found a wonderful guy that treats me like gold, I got two new jobs, I'm going to school full time, I got myself a new apartment, my best friend just moved back to New Jersey, I'm working on my transfer applications to three colleges, I'm trying to finish proof reading my novel, any free time that I have is eaten up by World of Warcraft.
Ok so all that pretty much sums up what I've been doing these past few months. I'm sad to see that my favorite guilds are pretty much dead but I understand. I don't expect life to start hoping again just because I've made a surprise appearance. I can't even promise to be around much since my new apartment doesn't have the Internet and as soon as it does I'll likely be playing WoW again anyway sweatdrop
However I did miss all of you guys and I will make a concious effort ot be here more for those of you who have stuck around 3nodding Who knows....mayeb we can even get some nice RPs going again! whee
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KaidAmaz · Wed Dec 21, 2005 @ 08:24pm · 0 Comments |
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Demon Lands and New Powers |
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With the lack of the Death Dragon Bow in my grasp I've had to find other things to occupy myself with to keep the headaches at bay. I find I'm spending more and more time within the Demon Lands. THe headaches aren't so prevelant while I'm there. Perhapsthe teansition from one plane to another does something to dull the effects of the Death Dragon in my mind. I have been studying there more and more and find that my powers grow stronger as I spend more time there. Already new powers are starting to appear. Perhaps I shall ask Malic or one of the others to accompany me and I can train further. It would be nice to have one who knows my powers to push them to their limits and see what happens.
KaidAmaz · Fri Apr 08, 2005 @ 06:59pm · 0 Comments |
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Take from this what you will... |
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Ok so it's 6:22 in the morning and instead of going to sleep I've been working on a poem. Now mind you I haven't written one in like over 6 months so this is an oddity for me. However, I got into one of my very rare depression modes and started writing again. As I did this I wrote a bizarre PM to a friend then realized I was just more depressed. I sat down (ok I was already sitting but you know what I mean XP) and started to type what came into my head. Then after staring at it for a while I realized it looked like a conversation going on in my own head. I made the parts that are me normal and the ones from the other me in italics. I moved a few things around and this is what I came up with:
I listen to the beat of a thousand hearts but really it is one. Let's hope something snaps to wake me. Is it too late already for I feel like I'm undone. Childhood dreams never showed this was a possibility.
Have you ever been close to reaching the stars? Have you ever been close to opening that barbed wire cage? Roses all around are giving me my scars. My mind is being ravaged by blissful love and rage.
Hold on to the strands as they slip away. The threads of sanity are all but gone from this fractured mind. So many seek escape and are just betrayed. Illusions form a reality that tightly around winds.
Sever those pretty lies with your shining sword. Is it my own hand holding the hilt? Escaping into reality from a fantasy world of my own accord. Go now. There has been enough of your soul and blood already spilt.
Ok take from this what you will. I know various things this can apply to...for myself and others...but you will all just have to come up with your own thoughts if you even feel the need to give this any further thought other than the fact that I posted it at 6:35 in the morning after being up all night 3nodding
KaidAmaz · Sun Mar 13, 2005 @ 11:31am · 1 Comments |
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Ok so I've had to explain Kaid's personality to a few people and this is the best way to describe it thus far 3nodding I shall give you a little scenario.:
Kaid: Damn...those coffee beans got away from me again...I must stop the brownies from eating Wg or else there will be some explaining to be done. ::talking to herself::
~A guy walks into the lobby bristling with weapons and looking all around like the kind of person you DON'T want to get involved with. He looks around with shifty, malicious eyes.~
Creepeh Guy: Greetings all....I am here to recruit for a secret mission...it will be froth with danger and peril and you will likely die....but the rewards will be high if you succeed ::what he really means is IF you succeed he'll likely kill you himself to make sure you don't talk but he isn't about to say that out loud::
Kaid: ::jumps up and down waving her arm wildly:: Oh me me me! I want to go. Pick me pick me!!! whee
Creepeh Guy: ::lifts eyebrow:: And who might you be?
Kaid: I'm Kaid the assassin!! Master of the shadows and Lady of the Order of the Underworld! ::jumps to her feet and strikes a pose then falls flat on her face:: o.<
Creepeh Guy: sweatdrop ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
So there you have it folks. That's Kaid in a nutshell. Of course once she gets her act together she can kick some a**. But then...how many insane, coffee addicted, demon possessed, assassins do you know who can be serious for more than 2 seconds? xd
KaidAmaz · Thu Mar 10, 2005 @ 02:50pm · 0 Comments |
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Wheeee!!! whee I'm throwing a slumber parteh and all meh girl friends are there!! 3nodding heart
KaidAmaz · Fri Mar 04, 2005 @ 06:39am · 1 Comments |
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((Technically no one should be able to read this....))
Ah...so good to be free at last...::the words seem to echo all around::
Greetings to you who reads these words. My name is Fenix and I am here to right the wrongs caused by one Kaid Shadowsong. She has been using our powers for too long...now it is our turn...we shall use her for our own means. Let's see how you all fare with a REAL demon in this frail little body. Expect some drastic changes to be taking place...yes drastic changes indeed whee heart
((Ok so a bit of info for all of you who are confused. Kaid regularly gets possessed by demons so that she may gain their powers during battle. Generally this is accomplished by bonding the demons at an earlier time and then bringing them forth when it is time for battle. Sort of like an 'upgrade' for her. She literally becomes the demon that she summons and both share the same wounds, etc. Recently she has been tapping into her powers a bit TOO much in an effort to keep the DHM at bay as well as several other factors that need not be mentioned at this time. Suffice it to say that not all demons are good (duh!) and Fenix...is one of those. A strickingly beautiful demon (think of Aki and Jayde..only crazy intelligent and more mature >< )) who is hell bent on taking over Kaid's body and entering this realm for good. She was banished a long long time ago and isn't suposed to be here. But she is trying just the same. She has maanged to sneak into Kaid's mind and now resides there biding her time before her complete take over. As this happens...Kaid will slowly change to look more and more like Fenix. She will also start to get Fenix's powers though she has no control over when she uses them and will transform into Fenix (rather an image of Fenix will appear over Kaid) when she uses any of these powers. Unlike with the other demons it does not require a full transformation since Fenix is already here @_@))
For all those who are curious...Fenix looks like the pic in the sig. The little ninja's obviously signify she is hidden. Must I explain everything?!?!
KaidAmaz · Sat Feb 26, 2005 @ 08:12am · 0 Comments |
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Ugh...the headaches...so many of them....I hate sitting in the DHM for random amounts of time waiting for them to subside....but it is the only way. Demons won't survive long there. This is the only way. I can't understand what Aki and Jayde think they are doing by showing up there and fawning all over Dirk....those grils are going to end up like Braotek and then I'll have to hunt down three demons to bond instead of just one...Dear lord it hurts losing a bonded. I should have never tried to disuade Dirk from fighting that guy by offering up a demon. I must be out of my mind. Did I really think Braotek could defeat Dirk? No..not really...but I had hoped he would listen to me and retreat when I told him to. Damn that demon for disobeying me. Now he's gone...and I have yet another reason for the rest of them to hate me...
KaidAmaz · Thu Feb 24, 2005 @ 02:10pm · 0 Comments |
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OOC : Babies everywhere!! @.@ |
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Yaaaay! Kaid had her babies two days ago whee That means she can start kicking a** again!! It also means there are four VERY cute and VERY energetic babies running around now. I desperately need someone to RP as one or possibly even two of the children. The ones that still need someone to play them are Nixie (one of Sylvr's children) and Hiemei (also one of Sylvr's children but also contains the soul of Anguls' sister). I was originally going to play Hiemei myself but I just don't have the time sweatdrop I can brief anyone who wants to RP one of the girls on the in depth info about them. Cool powers and such about I'm sure! (I still need to talk to Anguls about some of it @_@ ). Ok so also here is a list of the children:
Nixie: Strictly Sylvr and Kaid's child. She is three quarters demon and has black hair with green streaks in it as well as emerald colored eyes.
Hiemei: Sylvr and Kaid's child but contains the soul of Anguls's sister. She has bright green hair and silver eyes.
Suzako: Daughter of Aataris and Kaid. She has auburn colored hair and pale blue eyes that look almost gray. (rummored to be the "good" twin although this remains to be prooven)
Seriyu: The only son born to Kaid he is also the son of Aataris. He has red hair and grey eyes. (rummored to be the "evil" twin although this has yet to be prooven)
If anyone wonders why the hell Kaid had four children by two different men I'll post that info later...it's too complicated for me to write right now. Let's just suffice it to say that it involved some crazy magic switching that didn't work exactly how we had all thought it would @_@
KaidAmaz · Tue Feb 22, 2005 @ 06:28pm · 0 Comments |
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Ok people....things are about to get reeeally crazy. Kaid only has about one more week of being pregnant and she isn't going to be able to spar, move stuff around, get possessed by demons, or....drink normal coffee eek Let this be a warning....you're going ot have a VERY irritable assassin on your hands so...steer clear if you don't want to go BoOm 3nodding (Kailor this means you! xd ) Also you can expect to see a LOT more demons wandering around....this is due to a very specific reason that if you manage to figure out a solution to...you may be able to save Kaid ninja If not...well you'll just have to wait and see then won't you ^^''
KaidAmaz · Wed Feb 16, 2005 @ 04:26pm · 0 Comments |
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