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whee My friend Ayumi_kitty is on this site! ^__^ yay,

crying too bad I cant talk to anyone... and the only reason Im online is cause its school.... stressed

gonk I think Im going thru withdrawles....

gargh

since Im not allowed to speak with anyone... I wonder if I get gold for talking to myself? then I can still costumize my characterrrrrr oh wait. dang I just deleted it... ergh, then why can I log in??????????????????

Sometimes it just makes you feel sick
Youve acted right, youve acted wrong
Youve pleased yourself, others, and your parents
Youve felt love, youve felt loss
Youve had your heart pulled the plug on
Youve had your dreams stolen
Youve had your wishes smashed
Youve had your fantasy world taken from you and thrashed
A wise man once said to me There is no such thing as love
And sadly I think he was right
But what is that feeling that makes me
Pray for the one I love at night?
What is the feeling I get when I stare to the moon?
Play my favorite song that makes me think of you?
Ive been wrong and Ive been right
Ive been foolish, and yet Ive been wise.
Ive been the trickster and have been the one who has fallen for the lies.
I dont know what to believe anymore
But my gut tells me Ive wronged myself and my love
What should I do?
Im so confused.
Sometimes it just makes you feel sick.

copy right: someone who DOES NOT post in forums and DOES NOT chat in instant messages and HAS NO email anymore... *tears up* and has lost all contact with someone whom she cares about deeply.... and, well. Im going to go pray. Good bye. leave a message if you wish, and a merry f***ing christmas to you.

Christmas has come
To bring all some joy
And to present presents
To good girls and boys

When church bells toll
As christmas day dawns
I hope you remember...
To thank Santa Claus...

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