Oka so this guy i like, he knows who he iz he has an account, he asked me out but it wasn't really him it was his friends cuz he said something to him but they took it offensively instead of like a joke.....well they call me ask me out for him and don't bother to tell me it is them not "him" so i say yes of course cuz i like him! lol anyways it was a sleepover and his friends told him what i said and i thought we were going out... turns out it was my ex boyfriend trying to say that he was the person i liked and that it was that he just had strep throught.... well knowing re..... "him" i believed him.... so someone i know, and hate, called me and told me that it was not true that he was cheating on me and the whole time it was just my ex. Well me hating her i didn't believe her so i just hung up and ya know what he said??? he saidyou can trust me i thought i could at that time now i look at that text and tell myself how stupid i was for thinking that the guy i like who made fun of me infront of my friends would ask me out, call me beautiful, and say he loved me. I WAS AN IDIOT, so it was really my fault partly cuz i believed him and thought that he changed... well now i hate my life i struggle in school and i just made a d on my test i'm really stressing over this... well this is it so bye... cryingcryingcrying
me_u_happy · Sun Jun 08, 2008 @ 12:11am · 0 Comments