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This song is sad... I hate it because it was from Rachael, but I love it because it was from her... It's the lyrics I guess... I hate them... I just want them all to shut up.... I guess it bothers me because the lyrics are upseting because this was the last thing I got from Rachael. But even though.... I still listen to it everytime I go on the computer... Because it also makes me happy. Happy I know that it's from Rachael. And same with the song "All that I've got" It from Danyel and it makes me mad and sad and happy too... I just wish things could go back in time... I wish my life was like the movie, "The butterfly effect" Maybe I could fix everyone's lives and my own if I could do what he did. All I ever do is think of my friends. They may think I'm selfish, but they're in my mind constantly. Wondering how they really are, and how they really feel about me. I just want things the way they used to be... Getting hurt was what ******** me and my close friends up... If only I could go back... Maybe back then I could of saved her... By being just her "friend"
(That sounded SOOOOO "The butterfly effect" razz )
Love you guys ^^
Byiez