It has been awhile since my last "update".. Anyway..
Ehm enjoy?
November 2007
Mood: Down
Music: Kai Bu Liao Kou - Jay Chou
What I like about this month:
+ My aunt's B-day! _.:zomgunknown:._
+ Some other B-day's.. Just don't feel like putting them down right now..
+ Almost december.. <3 Luff the snow
What I dislike about this month:
+ The weather? The weather.
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To-Do-List
+ Homework .... Sigh...
+ Buy a new coat
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Week 45
Actually, I don't feel like typing at all.. But since I don't have anything to do, why don't write a bit in my Gaian journal? This week was horrible, everything was so depressive. The weather, my friends, the teachers, even the food. D:
Although.. These days had its nice moments.
My best friend just accepted the feelings of some guy.. Ok he's not just some guy, I just don't really like him too much. But alright, if he can make her happy, I won't be againts it, I'm glad that she have found a person that can make her feel happy and laugh each day of her life.. No, I'm serious, I'm really happy for her.
"Doesn't sound too bad, right? Your firned has a boyfriend, so what?"
Sigh.. The point is, that he's just annoying, I can't talk normal to her without him hanging around. And if I say something about it, she might think that I don't like them together... You don't really get it.. Do ya? =x Just never mind, I'm confusing myself here too..
Lately, I have this feeling like me and my friends are growing apart from eachother... Not just with my best friend, but with all of them. The time we spent together is getting less. We don't have many classes with each other and we don't see each other after school.. Only in the holidays a time or two... Not only that, but our interests, "talkable" subjects have seem to changed a bit.
But perhaps, I'm just worrying to much..
Is it strange to feel like you need someone to love, someone that loves you back?
Nope. I'm 100% sure that everyone has that feeling once in a while. But seeing my friend with her boyfriend cuddling, makes my wonder when I can cuddle mine? Will I ever find someone? Will my crush see me? Maybe I'm not very appealing. I really don't know it anymore. I'm sure everyone has asked themselves those questions. But right now, I just have this feeling.
Greetz,
Silver
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