Reid ran into some one today that knows me. Oh joy, here we go again... i owuldnt care if he ran into a friend... but nope, he ran into some one i dont even know who. this person decided to spread rumors which in turn upset him. he cals me... which upsets me. i dont know what to do because it jsut seems like all this is amounting to a lot of pain. i feel sometimes that htis realationship is going down hill fast. but this time i want to save it. i think its worht the work... but the stress is killing me slowly. i am getting sick, i am no longer hungry and i have no desire to go and do anything... i dont even find gaia that fun any more.
but back to rumors. they are stupid! so what if i did things in my past. i was 21 when i met him yes i had done a few things with guys but nothing extreme... i told him everything i did in the past. and he did the same. i just wish that all the stupid jealouse people would leave us alone!
 Angolas · Thu Oct 12, 2006 @ 09:07pm · 1 Comments |
