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(due to a large problem with my cable modem i wont be on here for a while accept for when im at work and my last day at school so see ya later my good friends)

[1] I committed suicide:
[2] I said I liked you:
[3] I kissed you:
[4] I lived next door to you:
[5] I started smoking:
[6] I stole something:
[7] I was hospitalized:
[8] I ran away from home:
[9] I got into a fight and you weren't there:

What do you think about my:

[1] Personality:
[2] Eyes:
[3] Face:
[4] Hair:
[5] Clothes:
[6] Mannerisms:

Other:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[13] Would you marry me?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are we close?
[33] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you ?

my temper has been growing most recently. it's gotten to the point that i killed someone for walking to close to me...what the heck is going on inside my mind? am i going crazy or what? master found the exorsist but in the process of trying to remove the shadow demons his soul shattered...does that mean im a lost cause? am i never to be free like the rest are now? its not fair its simply not fair *the rest of the entry is burned of with the tips glowing green from his radiation cannon*

By all the screaming between her and Omega i would assume she found out that all the females souls are inside her. It does seem unfair but she should have paid more attention and not gotten killed like that. So it's all her own fault. I think she deserves much worse since she died after malix saved her twice and died in the process

I havent told Spire yet but im sure hes gonna find out soon. Yesterday i was wondering around this stupid little planet and somewhere around the middle of the ocean i saw someone that looked odd. Well for one they were floating and for two they had green hair and gold eyes and they were stareing at me. So i hovered over and talked to them. They said they were waiting for me wich didnt make sence because how could they know i was going their? Well he called me crossbred scum and i just looked at him wondering. Then he called me a weak kardakian so i asked him how he would know... Turns out from what he said he is a pure blood kardakian and they were looking for me. THEY!? He never told me what he meant by they so i can only assume theirs at least 3 other pure blood kardakians out their. So im not the last of my race after all. I was surprised when he shot an energy ball at me but then was gone. It was slow and didnt even blow up so it must have been meant as a distraction. I wonder what he wanted...

(since Spire would make one for me im makeing one for me instead in my image and idea)
Name: Konji Plague
Race: Half Kardakian, Half Titan
Age: Sealed away when he was 23 so still technicaly 23
Height: 5"11
Weight: 168lbs.
Power: Elemental manipulation and magic, radiation disburtion, and super natural fighting skills
Apearance: (ok this is the real konji plague who i made about 3 years ago and if i had a scanner i would post the drawing) Forest green hair, blood red eyes, claw tatoos all over his body that he had since birth, white shirt with similar claw markings, black pants and boots.(sinces hes half titan is the only reason he escaped the kardakian rule. my kardakians all have emerald green hair and gold eyes, wear nothing but black white and grey and all have at least one tatoo)
Basic life story: He was born into a weak family. However the mix between his weak kardakian mother and his powerfull titan father blended into un unstable and powerfull child. Konji was only 4 before he won his first village fighting tournament. When a band of thugs from another planet attacked his village he ripped ones head off and tore its eyes out giveing one eye to the new gang leader and the other with a note to the person who sent them wich he told the leader to go back and give him. The note said "I am watching you" wich of course freaked them out because he didnt damage the eyes at all. The members of his village were trying to banish him and his family for his excessive agression. Only a week after his fifth birthday they kicked them out he snapped. He let lose a power unlike most of them have ever seen. His unknown radiation caused all things to slowly melt on the large planet even his parents but it didnt last long soon after he summoned some low level elemental spells and with his high level of power incinerated the planet and all of its inhabitants. He wandered around the galaxy from planet to planet (titans control the elements, at least mine do, so he can turn the stored up air in his energy bubble into oxygen once he breaths it out). Slowly he began destroying planets unintentionaly. He would land on a planet then try to help the inhabitants and they would hate him for seeming to make things worse so he would black out and obliderate everything. By the age of 16 he had no friends and had obliderated over 12 worlds. He only doesnt remember them all because some of the times he blacked out and destroied several planets. He only assumed he only killed one. Omega had tracked him down after the first 3 observing him and watching the events. When Konji was 21 Omega recruited him for their group of heros to save the universe. Konji did it out of guilt for almost obliderating the galaxy he was born in(out of the 32 planets in his galaxy he destroied 27). When the fighting began he surprisingly didnt black out but he had a feeling it was due to the "good luck" bracelet Omega had given him. He noticed before when he got angry he blacked out but now the gem in the middle turned red instead of green. He overheard Omega tell Spire that it was a mental and power supressor that he obtained from Shade. Konji decided he needed it badly and kept wearing it. Many fights were held against the minions of the horseman and konji survived them all. It was unsettleing to see 13 of his battle allies killed by Pestilence and him and Omega the only two survivors. He went into a deep depression and the supressor almost cracked so him and Omega decided to put Konji in a cryogenic astral sleep so he could do no harm till they needed him again. Konji slept for just over 15 million years before Omega woke him up and placed another supressor on him. Mentaly clear and not too powerfull he wandered the universe looking for survivors of his species. Not knowing their are some but their not very friendly...

Great!!! War and Phamine are now unlocked and my condition is getting worse. What the hell is going on with me!? I have just about no idea... The specialist Spire went to get was no help at all even though he was a exorsist for over twelve thousand years he had never seen anything like me. Screw it! Who cares if anyone knows anymore. I am possesed by over fifteen million shadow demons most of whom have come to make up my parts of my soul. My trip to the shadow gate is what caused this s**t and if 3 of the 4 horseman werent unsealed we would target the chaos gate and obliderate it. Stupid shadow demons i hope every single one of them dies. I have been getting anrgier every day because of this crap... I guess it doesnt help that my race has a nack for going insane and killing everything. We're too war like, will i wind up like the rest though? Will i end up a serial killer who obliderates everything in my path? I can only wait in silence and watch what happens...

Pestilence has been awakened wich means the fight has begun again. I was sealed away for several million years but technicly im still only 23 now. The youngest of any kind to engage in a fight against a collosal threat to life such as the 4 horseman of the apocalypse. I must be crazy *looks in a mirror* oh yea i already knew that. My condition is getting worse and worse. I wonder how it will affect our battle with this wreched monster that should have stayed dead. stressed

I feel more cut off from people day by day. Its like something evil is taking control of me. It doesnt want total control yet but its still trying to get me to destroy this planet. But i dont know what for or why. Whats wrong with this planet that would make a demon try to posses me to kill it? Is he after Spire or one of his allies? Or maybe he just wants my power so he can slaughter with it... Yesterday i was walking through the woods to Usukies demon bar and fell into a cave. Just my luck it was a wolfs cave and they didnt seem normal. They had blood red eyes and their were corpses of every kind down their. The last thing i remember is they charged at me and i uses some minor energy attacks but then it goes blank and i woke up surrounded by their mutilated corpses! I told Spire about it so hes going to look for someone who can see into my mind and seewhats going on. I hope nothing to terrible happens. . .