|
(Yesterday/)Today royally kicked my a**... |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Yesterday: college, (tired in general) then g/f's house. We were "rough-housing"/wrestling, just screwing around, and she back-headbutted my square in the nose. Idiot me thought it was fine enough and decide not to take any aspirin. Couldn't sleep most of the night because I kept on waking up.
Today: woke up late, was 12 minutes late to work, didn't eat or anything, worked for 4 hours, couldn't really get any substantial work done. Went to a shorter lunch so I wouldn't have to stay later tonight. Got back and was by myself, and it turned out to be the "Ultimate Key Day From Hell" I swear... 3 people in line. Walk to the end of the aisle. "Can someone make keys?" Left and right... I started hiding for the last 2 hours pretty much. Couldn't wait to leave tonight... Nose still aches a bit... And the night hasn't ended yet... Let's see what else can happen. (End: 7:30 PM, probably won't go to bed for at least another 5 hours or something, so plenty can still go wrong. Nothing bad happens when you're asleep...)
Kokoro Kishin · Wed Feb 21, 2007 @ 12:30am · 1 Comments |
|
|
|
|
Survey (may have done this one before... Don't remember...) |
|
|
|
|
|
|
1. What is your occupation? -- Student...-ish. Home Depot, Hardware Associate
2. What color are your socks right now? -- Black, with a fat grey stripe and two smaller red ones bordering that one (descriptive, aren't I? xd )
3. What are you listening to right now? -- Radio, 106.9 WCCC
4. What was the last thing that you ate? -- Quad Stacker, BK 5. Can you drive a stick shift? -- Kinda, but not really. I was learning, but never really got enough practice. 6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? -- Black or Orange. Depends on mood and energy. 7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? -- Jeanie, just a minute ago. 8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? -- Yup, I love her. (person who I talked to on phone) 9. How old are you today? -- 19... I'm an old man. rofl
10. Favorite drink? -- Anything fruit flavored really, MD Code Red, Milk... Um... Stuff 11. What is your favorite sport to watch? -- None, I'd rather play.
12. Have you ever dyed your hair? -- Yup, most of the colors of the rainbow (separately, with the exception of Indigo and Violet) xD 14. Pets? -- Nope 15. Favorite food? -- Stuff... Pepperoni Pizza I suppose...
16. What was the last movie you watched? -- The Covenant 17. Favorite day of the year? -- 12/25 or 10/31 18. What do you do to vent anger? -- Don't really. Bottle it up and relax it away really. I don't show it or "vent" it at all. Sometimes I'll strike inanimate objects, though rarely.
19. What was your favorite toy as a child? -- Matchbox cars and G.I. Joes I guess...
20. What is your favorite, fall or spring? - Neither really. Summer/Winter kind of guy. (Fall ONLY because of leaf piles)
21. Hugs or kisses? -- Both really. 22. Cherries or Blueberry? -- Neither, but I like cherry flavored stuff.
23. Do you want your friends to email you back? -- Eh, up to them.
24. Who is most likely to respond? -- dunno
25. Who is least likely to respond? -- dunno
26. Living arrangements? -- Trailer w/ family (mom, brother)
27. When was the last time you cried? -- Eh... A couple months now.
28. What is on the floor of your closet? -- Alotta s**t that I need to throw out sometime soon. Need to finish cleaning my room first though.
29. Who is the friend you have had the longest that you are sending this to? -- Not sending it, per se, but of those I talk to still, Galzus. 30. What did you do last night? -- Stuff... And played pool. 31. Favorite smells? -- Floral scents really. Otherwise just various stuff. 32. What inspires you? -- Um... Nothing really, which is my main problem I think...
33. What are you afraid of? -- Lack of control.
34. Plain, cheesy, or spicy hamburgers? -- CHEESY!
35. Favorite dog breed? -- None, not exactly an animal person, cat person at most.
36. Number of keys on your key ring? -- 6 37. How many years at your current job? -- 8 months on the 16th 38. Favorite day of the week? -- Fridays, no work and I get to go out because of it.
40. Favorite holiday? -- Same as my favorite day of the year. X-Mas/Halloween
42. Ever driven a Motorcycle or heavy machinery? -- YES!!! I now have 2 license for "Lift trucks" (Reach, a forklift, and Orderpicker, so I personally could see over the top of my job if I wanted to whee )
43. Who's your favorite NFL team? -- None, don't like football really.
44. Do you have a house phone that is NOT cordless? -- Yes, one. 45. 10 inches of snow or 100 degree weather? -- 10 Inches, good for more things, though shoveling isn't much fun... (I like heat, but the conversion isn't equal to me)
46. If you could have any occupation in the world, what would it be? -- World Tyrant!!! Muhahahaha!!! What... It didn't specify any limitations... I'd go all holocaust on the friggin' morons of the world... (And I didn't mean any disrespect with my holocaust referrence, it was a decent referrence to what I'd like to do to idiots, that's all)
Kokoro Kishin · Sun Feb 04, 2007 @ 05:52am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
Some Funny s**t... (Links) |
|
|
|
|
|
|
[X]
[X]
[X]
[X]
Decided to put up some random s**t... bored. Probably will be broken links soon enough anyways...
Kokoro Kishin · Sat Nov 04, 2006 @ 09:00am · 1 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Today I was bored, so after I took a nap during class in the back of the room, I started to write some poems, one's that I've considered writing in the past, but never got around to.
Collective Unconscious
Here I am, on the roof of the world, Outside of the house and staring in. There they are, everyone included, Save me.
Why is it allowed for me to see everything, but the one thing that cannot be seen is me. You have your parties and your families, inclusion to those that matter to you, but why am I not allowed to be a part of that?
Why is it that you can create such inclusion, Yet still be so exclusive? Why can't I be a part of your collective, Your family though we share no blood bond, Your friends though we share no similarities?
Why do we live in such a world that acknowledges and accepts such behavior, As if it is commonplace, normal? Where is the point in which we all take a step back and see what is happening, To each other, to us on a collective standpoint, When do we start changing this collective unconscious? What will it take for this to realized by the whole?
----------
Rise Again
You wanted to say it, But I wouldn't let you. I wanted to make sure it was true, Not simply an unsure desire.
I was happy, and you said you were, I tried and tried, so you wouldn't have to. Maybe if I let you try a little more, It may not have been easy, But perhaps it would a stronger union.
Then things started falling apart, crumbling at my feet. I saw it, perhaps I should have fought and tried harder, Or perhaps I should have just let go, Let you try if you wanted it, Or discard if you didn't.
So I got hurt. Once more, just another lash, metaphysically. And so, "This love shall be bitter, and this love shall be false."
The love built me up only to tear me down, And it took time and will to let me stand again. So now I'm standing, hurt, but not broken, Scarred but no longer bleeding.
Now I'm with another, and I've said it again, I'm happy again, I'm trying still, but so is she. And if I get hurt, so be it, Why should I stay down, When I know I can and should rise again.
Gotta love what people do when they should be doing other things at the moment, eh? xd
Kokoro Kishin · Wed Sep 13, 2006 @ 03:39am · 2 Comments |
|
|
|
|
Feelin' pretty good... Almost happy, at least in a small way |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Well, things are going pretty well from the weekend (save for the minor burns I got, more later in this post). I've got a joke for later this week/next week that's going to be kinda mean, but funny as ********!
Anyways, my mom and my brother both left for the weekend, so they both got back today finally. About 2 hours after my mom left I got hurt, as I said before, so I've got minor burn blisters on my index to ring finger on my left hand, otherwise pretty good. Unfortunately it was painful most of the day, got a sunburn because I had my hand out then window when I was driving all over the ******** place... Riverfest basically sucked... (for those who don't know, it's the 4th of July festival here) Now for the good part... whee I've been interested in a girl for a little while now, and things definitely seem pretty good. Her mom likes me, and the rest of her family (extended one) seems to not mind me at all, I'm even kinda friends with one of her nieces (who is actually older than her) from school, as well as her niece's b/f or w/e there relationship is now. My weekend was kinda crazy, didn't sleep in my own bed since Friday night 'til Monday night. Actually, I crashed on that girl's couch, and she also did too... So I thought that would have been a slight problem, but it wasn't at all, so that was really cool. (Saw Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift, wasn't as good as I'd hoped, but not bad either)
And now for the joke, which is quite mean/downright evil I suppose, but absolutely ******** hilarious I think. This girl and I decided to ******** with one of my friend's head (as well as some others, but Rizzo, my friend, is the main target). Kinda funny thing is, it all started with a cell phone.
End result...
This friday we're going to act like a couple and all, then next friday we're going to say that we think she's pregnant with my/our kid and all. Going to be bloody genius, I swear. As long as we can make sure we don't start cracking up, it'll go smoothly and I can make it quite believable. I just need to make sure that we don't burst out laughing. xd
P.S. - As unlikely as this could be, of my friend's who also know Rizzo, PLEASE don't say anything to him... It'll ruin it SOOOOO much...
Kokoro Kishin · Wed Jul 05, 2006 @ 06:27am · 1 Comments |
|
|
|
|
Already Hurt... Damn I'm good... *sarcasm(-ish)* |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Was doing some yardwork (mowing basically). Yardwork is half done, though it's because I burn my fingers on the underside of the lawnmower (hot oil I think) so ya... Injured myself in less than two hours without anyone home. I think I'm going for the record or something... (And damn I'm glad I can type one-handed easily)
Kokoro Kishin · Sat Jul 01, 2006 @ 03:59pm · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
No work yesterday, but was up and about from... Noon, didn't pass out until 3:30 AM, had to be up to get ready for work at 5:30. So I got two hours sleep, so that wasn't too fun. Did more training, got some floor experience. My next two fridays are ******** though... Especially the 7th... Won't leave until midnight... So... Meh.
Anyways, friday was alright, going to get mad and blow up on some people sooner or later though. Rizzo (friend) and his problems are bad enough, but then people have to go and make it worse for him, which then makes it worse for me. Then I'm going to kick the s**t out of an annoying ******** who I'm ok to be around, but he's pushing his luck with me lately. Had a pretty decent night, but was being stubborn as ********. (Worse than normal even) Trying to get someone to at least try to play pool even a little. Found out why she didn't want to though, so now I kinda feel like a d**k about it... But w/e, worked out well enough. Found out, so just gotta work on it, that's all. whee
Kokoro Kishin · Sat Jun 24, 2006 @ 11:41pm · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
My weekend (So far and to come) (+ Edit) |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Well, my weekend has it's ups and downs. Job orientation is going to kill me for the fact of what time they are (fairly early in the morning). Don't really care about the orientation, but I've already made a friend from Glastonbury because she's also in the orientation, pretty attractive, kinda laid back and sounds like she's pretty fun and cool. Got it even orientation even earlier tomorrow though, so pool hall is going to have been the death of me, but I wouldn't be able to sleep anyways. I have work after that, so I'll have a 12 hour "Work day" tomorrow. Mall was pretty fun, got to chill with some people I don't see often, including another rather attractive girl, played some DDR. Did good at pool, but this weekend is just going to slaughter me by the time I get my day off, which will be Wednesday... crying
Editted section: I forgot to add, I'm a motha' ********' hero bitches!!! I saved someone's life last night! Paul was choking on his water bottle cap (he recapped it loosely, then went for another drink and accidentally swollowed it) so I did the Heimlich maneuver, two thrusts and I got that s**t up! I WIN!!! xd
Kokoro Kishin · Sat Jun 17, 2006 @ 06:21am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
Hinder - "Lips Of An Angel" |
|
|
|
|
|
|
"Lips Of An Angel"
Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel (And I never wanna say goodbye) But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel Honey why are you calling me so late
For song - My MySpace
Kokoro Kishin · Thu May 18, 2006 @ 08:34pm · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|