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I want to remind anyone that reads this I take some time to post here so I cut from one of my other blogs and paste here. so I leave the original post date on the cut.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008


Just an update.
Current mood: adventurous
Category: Life

It's been a while since I have been here.

If you read my blog regularly I thank you weather you be friend, foe, or stranger. Many people know of my past ordeals if you do not my older blogs will tell you of a few. I have decided not to go on with talking about all of the court stuff. My time as a victim is done and I'm leaving that behind me and gladly doing so(unless I hear something that really pisses me off I guess) . I do want to tell you all about my recent damage... About a month ago I was hit by a car traveling at about thirty five miles an hour. I was on foot and released from the hospital about an hour latter. I only requested one day off of work(I do like that I tend to bounce back from this sort of stuff rather quickly). I waited to expel this info to most till I felt better. As not to worry people I know to much. My usual style of walking with my cane became a need of it for a bit as that has passed I think I will be going without one for a while in celebration.

I want to say to someone out there I love you, I miss you and I hope to see you again some day.

I have no poem this time but do to my mood of things happening here and around the world I do want to leave you with this...

Benjamin Franklin once said something to the effect that one who gives up freedom for safety deserves neither.





I came to a realization
Wednesday, August 13, 2008


I came to a realization
Current mood: rejuvenated
Category: Life

I came to a realization in the past few days. A lot has been happening to me that I have been ignoring and suppressing and I'm ready to say ******** you to some and I love you to people I would not normally. I think I'm ready for a revamping... Lets see how this works out...



round trip ticket for sale
to get the point at a price
loss of love or mind set
understanding a safe bet
or watch the world pass
never learn a real lesson
participation teaches value
giving the ideas of how-to
round trip ticket for sale
but whats the point of that
why take the trip to the ball
to end up in the same pitfall
go the long way around it
finding a new place to play
a setting for growth of being
don't plate without cooking
round trip ticket for sale
but what is the real price

One person I love but I'm ready to tell ******** you is Cassandra but she has already told me this in less words. Though I do think we would have looked awesomely cheesy together.

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I was holding on to a false hope and I'm done with that scenario. Like I said I think I'm ready for a revamp...





March 26 1983 4:20am
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March 26 1983
4:20 AM Time Zone is PST
Santa Clara, CA

Rising Sign is in 24 Degrees Aquarius
You like new ideas and concepts, but you prefer to discover them by yourself -- it is not easy for others to convert you to anything. You form your own opinions, but once you do form them, you then want to convince everyone else that they are correct. Try to be more tolerant of the opinions of others. You have a deep and abiding interest in science, mathematics, and the great social problems of the day. Very sympathetic toward the downtrodden, equality is your battle cry! You demand that those in authority be fair to all. You are an intellectual -- emotions and emotional people are difficult for you to understand. You are known for being calm, cool, detached and objective.

Sun is in 05 Degrees Aries.
By nature, you are very energetic and high-spirited. You are fiercely independent -- you must be first in everything you do, and you enjoy taking risks. You are the one who will rush in where angels fear to tread. Quite brilliant at initiating new projects, you are terrible at following them through to completion. You are an enthusiastic leader but you tend to be a reluctant follower. Often you are quick to anger, but you usually recover just as fast, regretting later things you said when you were upset. One of your best traits is that you are simple and direct, blunt and honest -- just be careful you do not hurt others' feelings. Your need to be competitive at all costs may provoke resistance from others, but, as long as you maintain your usual Sunny good humor, this should not prove to be a major problem for you.

Moon is in 04 Degrees Virgo.
You tend to be serious-minded but cheerful for the most part. You need tasks that engage both your mind and your hands. A careful worker, you enjoy making things. You are neat and orderly, and are very concerned with good health habits. Fastidious to the extreme, you cannot tolerate messes and will immediately clean them up. Reserved, shy, and very self-critical, you tend to be very hard on yourself. You usually will go out of your way to be helpful and useful to others. Practical, reliable, efficient and conservative, at times you are a bit of a prude. You are known to lead a simple, uncomplicated, frugal, methodical and unemotional lifestyle. You are devoted and caring to those you love.

Mercury is in 05 Degrees Aries.
Very quick-witted, you are known for being an independent thinker. You love to debate and argue, and are excellent at repartee and battles of wits. At times, however, you act too fast on hastily formed opinions and thus waste a lot of energy defending your rash and sometimes incorrect conclusions. It is perfectly acceptable for you to defend your beliefs with your usual vigor, but try not to take the opinions of others as personal insults.

Venus is in 08 Degrees Taurus.
You are known to be a warm and affectionate person, and you tend to form long- lasting attachments. The reverse of this is that you can also be quite possessive once you have made a commitment. The beauty, luxury and comfort of your surroundings are important to you and you will devote much time and energy to making your home just right. Beware of your tendency toward self-indulgence, especially with respect to eating incorrectly. You also need outside stimuli to get you in gear When things come too easily for you, you can be lazy and indolent.

Mars is in 22 Degrees Aries.
You are very independent and self-assertive, and you have lots of physical energy. You are not satisfied unless you can be the first to do something. As such, you are more comfortable in leadership positions than you are as an underling. When you are challenged by anyone for anything, you delight in the competitive process and will fight long and hard for your beliefs. You are bold and courageous and often act without thinking. At times, in your zeal to get ahead, you are tactless and offensive -- learn that cooperation with others can often bring you nearer to your goals quicker because of the support you will get.

Jupiter is in 10 Degrees Sagittarius.
You have a very strong sense of ethics and morality. You are widely read and may also be widely traveled because you are sincerely interested in expanding your knowledge of the world about you. At times, you have an annoying tendency to be self-righteous and preachy about your belief system. You are usually quite idealistic and you demand the right to be able to explore the entire world of experiences yourself. Remember to grant others the similar right -- be tolerant, not dogmatic.

Saturn is in 03 Degrees Scorpio.
You tend to release emotional energies only very reluctantly. This is partly due to your fear of what horrible calamity might occur should they be released -- your emotions are terribly complicated and intense. Try not to repress these energies entirely, however, or you will succumb to negative and destructive forms of compulsive behavior. Give yourself the freedom to look awkward or silly once in a while. The relief you feel will be quite therapeutic and the embarrassment (whether it is real or imagined) will pass quickly.

Uranus is in 09 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant(I actually think a lot of old "customs and traditions" should be rekindled. I am saddened by the lack of honer and respect in the general population.). You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.

Neptune is in 29 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and your entire generation, are heavily involved in investigating and idealizing foreign and exotic intellectual systems and religious philosophies. The most extreme ideals will be pursued with gusto. You will be at the forefront of humanitarian attempts to improve the lot of those who are in need of assistance. You will be comfortable with the concept of the "global village."

Pluto is in 28 Degrees Libra.
For your entire generation, this is a time of radical changes in society's attitude toward marriage and interpersonal relationships. There is a general fear and awe at the power inherent in making emotional or contractual commitments -- they will not be entered into lightly.

N. Node is in 29 Degrees Gemini.
You will consciously seek out many different contacts with others throughout your life. Many of these will be of very short duration, not necessarily because you're fickle, but just because you always seem to be more excited by the prospect of meeting someone new rather than prolonging your present relationships. At any rate, you will learn something new from almost everyone you come across -- intellectual stimulation is what you crave from others. You will be well known to neighbors and relatives, partly due to your curiosity about what they're doing -- you delight in keeping up-to-date about the latest news (and gossip).





dwelling
Tuesday, May 27, 2008


dwelling
Current mood: obsequious
Category: Writing and Poetry

A turn unrealized till retrospect hits
Remains in time a daunting question
We are still brought forward in action
But nothing is received by permits

The story lost in a moments time
Is subdued by sadnesses reprieve
Left to the world meant to deceive
Waiting on a time to earn the sublime

I hate times like this...





la de da... bored
Monday, March 31, 2008


la de da... bored
Current mood: distractable
Category: Writing and Poetry

The whispers in my ears are
taunting
With imagination poised on
destruction
Listless moods distract from
gaols
A world forgotten to total
insecurity
Tired of being told what is
correct
Felling as if the war for self
is lost
At times pushed to complete
consumption
Enveloped by discouraging
words
Left to question every persons
motive
Whether I am allowed to be
myself
Or if they will only be happy
if I am
someone
else





 
 
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