Those close to me before...there’s not much I can say.
For every single thing they say about me.
For every problem they add to the existing lot.
I wish they just disappeared. I’d rather the presence of darkness, the loneliness than their stupid rants and mindless actions.
I long for freedom. Something never seen. I try to reach it but there are still obstacles.
And I’m not strong enough.
Never was.
And certainly, I’ll never be.
They are right then, after all.
My life is pointless.
I’m pointless.
I’m just another burden for the world.
And that will definitely never change.
Ying Fa
