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I stand still not moving.
Watching as my surroundings fly by.
Watching.
Waiting.
Wondering.
As I stand I feel.
Myself slowly getting pulled in.
Pulled into the vortex of life.
I don't want to leave this place.
It's so calm and quite.
I close my eyes and feel myself slipping away.
Not caring whats happening.
I let myself go.
As I let go of all my cares.
I open my eyes.
And see emptiness.
Wondering where I am
I look behind me.
And I see a blur of colors.
Colors I can't make out.
As I look at it more and more.
Things begin to emerge.
Faces at first.
Then animals.
And finally people.
I try to move towards them.
But I just phase through.
I wonder why I can't touch them.
I stare at them for what seems to be eternity.
The more I stare the more I feel apart.
I being to think.
Am I dead?
Or are they dead?
I then realize.
My being here is nothing but pure energy.
But then I notice.
I can change between energy and psyhical shape.
With this power.
I try to return to the light.
As I reach the light, I can see people, places and things.
I feel different from everyone else.
As if I'm not human anymore.
It seems I have come a step closer to nature.