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i feel so alone i feel hated i never wanted it to end this way so long and good night

i don’t blame you nor anyone for my mistakes I wish I could tell you all that I want to but I will say this……. sad
(Thanks for being my life when I was dead. Thanks for being my beckon of hope in the dark. Thanks for being my friend even when I was a jerk
Thanks for being someone I can go to. Thanks for talking to me when I need you to. Thanks for trying to help me when I was dumb. [To Kiki and Vamp.])

[Thanks for being loving me………if you did not truly love me that’s ok at least I felt loved.. Thanks for being my drive for all things. I still love you. Be strong I hope our paths cross again this time I hope we can see each other. I will always have room for you in my heart. Your right but I want to say I got more work done when I was I love with you than I do in one month. every thing I did I did for you, I had a goal to see your face by the 24th and I still have that goal. (To Cuddly_bear)]
crying crying crying crying
I am sorry that I never herd you Kiki and Vamp. redface


I want to say is I wish I could be a better friend to you all crying crying
Please forgive me
I love you all. heart crying crying