Ahhhh! It's been so long since I could cuddle up with John and I'm going to go crazy if I can't be with him soon. I want to hug him and kiss him and cuddle up with him, but I can't. He's to far out of my reach. cry I love him so very much and I need him. heart He's like a drug. Once you have a little then you gotta' have more. xdheartheart