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Updated ski trip thing: While ********' with the walkie talkies, on this one station, someone was listening to I'm a barbie girl. REALLY LOUD. And singing along with it X.x I asked him if he was on crack xD He ignored me o.o I was ticked D<

Okay, yeah, Wolf's a bloody idiot. My own parents tried to dump me at an asylum on Friday night (March 30th) after I tried to commit suicide for the second time by trying to strangle myself with two pieces of string in the restroom at dinner. Trust me, there is nothing like being scared shitless when you go to this place that says it's a hospital, the front doors are unlocked, you go in them, there's another set of doors that are locked, and when you try to back out, the front doors are locked. Then, when you go through the second set of doors once the nurse FINALLY unlocks them, your da explains to the nurse what's going on, she pages a "doctor" and this HUGE old scary African dude comes out and says "don't worry, we'll take care of her" and you're sitting there going "........I WILL KILL YOU ALL IF YOU DON'T TAKE ME HOME RIGHT NOW!" D:

And this is all after I pinned a guy to a wall on Wednesday and kissed him on the lips. Promptly fled o.o Some good came out of that though. He kissed me on Sunday April 1st. &3 But he accidentally kissed my nose. I laughed.

Wolf has been all pissed off and sad for about 2 weeks, 'cause she couldn't find her wolf necklace crying No, that ain't the reason I tried to kill myself again. Then again, that pissy sad shitty feeling may have contributed to it, you know? Well, I found my necklace... Buried under a pile of dirty clothes on my dresser xD I'm glad I have it back, it's so cool, and... Yeah, this is DEFINITETLY gonna get me sent to the funny farm, sometimes I guess I pretend that in the little hematite orb, there's this world where it's always night, and I have a familiar that's this black wolf the size of a horse named Kale, and he can talk to me in my mind xD Ah the fantasies of the youth, eh? xP Yeah....

D& I hate school. I hate it hate it HATE IT. I'm so ******** behind on my ********' work... D: It was because I took that damn ski trip... That was my town's spring break, but not mine as I go to this Internet school that has a different calendar, and spring break HAD been planned on the week AFTER the trip, so I was gonna catch up on the work that I didn't do on the Ski trip that week, but the teacher changed the calendar on me, and instead of being then, Today's the last day of school... So pissed off... D: AND I've been sick, so I haven't gotten to work. D:

But, since I've been stuck in bed, I've been doing alot of reading about medieval knights and stuff... It's pretty cool. My brother got a tattoo O_o It's an eagle, on his shoulder. I want a tattoo. A tribal wolf tattoo. Just above my butt. ^_^

You should draw me avi art with my avi being my kick a** self doing things such as eating a n00bs arm with mauled n00bs all around me, mouth stained red with blood. Or how about me glaring up at on watchers as I idly twirl my finger in a puddle of blood? &3 You should make me signs too &3

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