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.....I want someone to hold.....I want someone who I can just hold and know they love me and always will.....I want to be able to give all my love to someone and it be returned just as strongly as I give it......I want to be able to run my fingers through there hair and know they will enjoy it. I want to be able to make someone feel safe and loved, how I want to feel. I want someone to tell me they love me just because they want me to know. I want somone to listen to me when I need to talk. I want someone to always be there for me just like i'll be there for them. I want.....her.

I want so much, but I'm not good enough, I'm not strong enough, reliable enough, smart enough, independent enough, I dont have good enough timeing, I dont look good enough, I dont say the right things, I dont have the ablity to give her everything that i wish i could, I dont have so many things. So, how can i ever expect to have her?? how...could I make the one I love with all my heart and soul.....Love me back?

What the hell do I matter anyway.

By:William The Bloody