you know what's really shitty right now? i think i'm starting to hit one of my lows... i haven't had one of those in a while... and i'm not really sure what brought it about either... for those who aren't familiar with it--every once and a while, i can hit some really bad lows. during these times, i feel like i'm unwanted or forgotten... that i don't have a purpose... and if it gets really bad, i'll want to hurt myself. if i do, i usually end up going over the same scar on the back of my right hand.... again, i dunno what caused the low to come around this time, usually i do know.... but i'm just really feeling like s**t right now... i don't want to work on anything, and i have many projects to work on, i almost feel like i want to be a b***h to everyone.... i have no energy, when i usually have tons.... and i have the urge to crawl into bed right now just crying...... *sigh* life sucks.....
Artemis-X · Wed Apr 04, 2007 @ 06:28am · 0 Comments |