Hey this is the one and only sayin how i feel well i hav emet my love my life and my world, and today is our 3 month aniversary i kno it doesn't seem like much but this is my longest relatioship so yea, but i haven't really talked 2 him today and i gottin used to that cause no day is a garentee that he will call. But my mom made me get of the phone and at worse i could tell he wasn't feelin good for some reason i feel like a horrible girlfriend but how would i tell him. I mean he would just say somethin to make me feel better, thats the thing that he does. It's funny how i can talk bout him and make me smile. It's just feel like i have been doing horrible i have left him all alone and lonely and i fell horrible ok and i can't helpp it. So my mom making me get off the phoe is like icin on the cake and yep i feel horrible. I actually feel like i don't deserve him, i haven't felt like this in a long while of course he is wonderful he is kind. He actually loves me . That hasn't happend in a while. In fact i don't think that anyone has actually. I feel like i haven't let him know this recently like. I have just given him lust and not enough love. I mean i love him he is my loife my world and my everything he is the reson why i live breathe sing dance do anything i can't imagine my life without him but something in me would't allow me to tell him, that becausei am chicken lol thats all i mean i am not the most expressive girl and admitting anything is like well walkin to china on foot. SO now i ask how do i feel like as much as he has given to me i have given back. Well yep ima go now cause well i fell stupid i don't even think i can sleep tonight.
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