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i had a dream, which dosent happen much, and its weighing on me.




i was tied to a wall while i, "kuro-William" as its referd to, cut me open. he used a knife and carved off every peice of me laughing and smileing while he did it. my freinds were forced to watch me as i slowly died. i tryed not to scream but i couldnt stop myself. every part of me was slowly taken apart and thrown infront of me, unimagineable pain....he just laughed and smiled......i woke up feeling the pain, and im scared to go to sleep now. there was so much blood, and ryoko was crying so much....

im also scared that i am capable of something like that. im scared that i could hurt my freinds and the one i love.....

scream thats not going to happen!!!! no matter what!!!! scream

meanwhile ill have to fight the strongest opponent ever, myself gonk