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Where to begin, oh where to start, so yes I’m still crushed about not being with Ami, for those of you who don’t know her talk to me and I’ll let you know what a sweet girl, with a dark side she is. We finally started talking again and she decides she’s going to be away for a long time. On AFK for the last 12 days to everyone and I’m severely worried about her.

Not to Mention in FFXI, my close friend Roseayanami, I won’t be seeing her anymore due to canceling my account until summer starts. Sadly I also feel like I have feelings for her, but she’s 20 and I’m 17, nuff said. It’s all complicated and I doubt she feels the same for me.

Schools a drag, I’m losing friends left and right its not even funny anymore. It’s getting harder to find anyone to talk to, or even chat and mess around and its getting sad. I hope summer will be better. –sighs- I hate being single its so depressing, I haven’t met a single girl that is interested in me. Oh well