Do you hate me for loving you?
Well it seems like you do...
When you throw me away
And go for a new
You claim thats it just for fun
It makes me feel so Dumb
The way you kiss on others
and never want to bother
Hell if you could...
I bet you'd never even want to see me.
I don't know why I try
Maybe, the love just over powers me.
I don't see why,
Love has never done me any good
But maybe, just maybe
I have never been truely in love
I have never stuck to someone for so long
I don't know what to make of it
When I think of your hate,
It makes me just makes me want to die
The thought of being with you keeps me alive
You keep saying its terrible
Terrible to love you
You may be the only thing that keeps me going
I just think of finally being able to hold you
Just hold you and never let go
No matter what
Even if the heart ache of you pushing away over fills me with tears.
Tears can not bring me down
Knowing you have no love for me...
That just kills me deep inside
In a place that can never be repaired
I will never give up,
And even if I do
You won't be able to save me
Not again
For I will be long gone
Never wanting to touch another man
The only thing I will ever hold
Is that thing called death
It will put me into a strong hold
Like you never did
And put me to my rest
Of never loving again
It may seem to far
But this is how it is
I can't stand to be without you
Like you can't stand to love me....
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