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Survey
What is your name?: James
Are you named after anyone?: My great grandad (fathers side)
What's your screename?: Look around.. guess.
Would you name a child of yours after you?: probably not
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be: dunno... Bob, which is short for Kate
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: No

Basics
Your gender: Male
Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight
Single?: Yes
Birthdate: September 16th 1986
Your age: 18
Age you act: about 18
Age you wish you were: dont care
Your height: 5'11''
Your living arrangement: House
Your family: Mother, Father, Sister, Brother
Obsessions?: Videogames... drawing... all i can think of.
Addictions?: ...
Do you speak another language?: German
Have a favorite quote?: "Those who do not change are doomed to be forgotten"
Deep thoughts about life and you in it: Ehh...my life is mediocre and dull.
Do you live in the moment?: not really
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Sorta.
Do you have any secrets?: A couple
Do you hate yourself?: Not really
Do you like your handwriting?: No
Do you have any bad habits?: Not really
What is the compliment you get from most people?: i havnt been complimented in so long...
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: 'James' and it would be a complete flop of a film.

What's your biggest fear?: Spiders
Can you sing?: No
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No
Are you a loner?: Have been for so many years
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Start earning money and start the rest of my life off.
Are you a daredevil?: Rarely
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Being overweight
Are you passive or agressive: Agressive.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength:... i'm strong.... Weakness: bad neck
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: My fatness
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I've ben told i am
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: a ******** load of things...
Do you think life has been good so far?: Not really
What do you like the most about your body?: The fact that my size is mainly my actual body/muscular build and not just fat.
And least?: My thighs and my face.
Do you think you are good looking?: No, and the world says so too.
Are you confident?: Sometimes.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: I am me...
Are you perceived wrongly?: Sometimes

Do You...
Smoke?: No.
Do drugs?: No.
Read the newspaper?: Sometimes.
Pray?: Rarely.
Go to church?: Used to.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: No.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: I have two...
Take walks in the rain?: If i have to
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Sometimes it's best too, save's making things worse.
Drive: one day i will, but like everything in the world, it requires MONEY!!
Like to drive fast?: I guess so

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: meh..
Hurt yourself?: A couple of times
Been out of the country?: Twice
Been in love?: I think the term is 'infatuation'
Done drugs?: Once.
Had surgery?: No.
Gotten beaten up?: They tried, but i put up a fight
Beaten someone up?: Yes.
Been picked on?: I lost count after the seventieth thousand...
Been on stage?: Yes.
Slept outdoors?: Yes, under a bridge next to a river, caged under a shopping trolly - true story.
Thought about suicide?: I came too close...
Pulled an all nighter?: No, i fell asleep
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: tch... no
Slept all day?: No
Killed someone?: No
Made out with a stranger?: No
Had sex with a stranger?: No.
Thought you're going crazy?: I am crazy
Kissed the same sex?: No
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: No.
Been betrayed?: TOO MANY ******** TIMES!!
Had a dream that came true?: tch... that'll be the day
Broken the law?: Yes, apparently...
Met a famous person?: Lenny Henry
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No.
On purpose?: Insects
Stolen anything?: No.
Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes.

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: No.
Miracles?: Yes, but they never happen for me
Astrology?: Ehh no.
Magic?: No
God?: Yes.
Satan?: Yes.
Santa?: I am santa
Ghosts?: Yes.
Love at first sight?: Yes.
Witches?: No. o_O
Easter bunny?: lmao no XD
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes.
Do you wish on stars?: I gave up on that...

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Mhm.
Do you think God has a gender?: No. Not bothered either
Do you believe in organized religion: No.
Where do you think we go when we die?: Heaven, Hell, Atlantis or just stay in the coffin.

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: No.
Who is your best friend?: Brad.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Porbably Brad
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Can't remember
Your favourite inside joke?: My dad knows, Your dad knows, Your dad knows, You dont know your dad...
Thing you're picked on most about?: Being fat.
Who's your longest known friend?: Ben
Shyest?: Ben
Funniest?: Can't name just one
Sweetest?: uh.. Brad.
Weirdest?: Daniel AKA Afro
Smartest?: I don't know
Ditziest?: dunno...
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Brad, Craig and Afro - The Gang
Last person you talked to online?: 'Breakspear'
Who do you talk to most online?: 'Breakspear', Ben, Craig (others, get online!)
Who are you on the phone with most?: No one.
Who listens to your problems?: Brad
Who do you fight most with?: My hell spawn sister
Who's the nicest?: dunno
Who's the most outgoing?: Not sure
Who's the best singer?: Brad.. he's a rock star XD
Who's on your s**t-list?: Too many people, its now a s**t-library
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: The females ones only... and a few times.
Who's your second family?: Brads family i guess, I've been round there so many times...
Do you always feel understood?: No.
Who's the loudest friend?: Craig, Afro, Jalal and Goth-Dan
Do you trust others easily?: Nope.
Who's house were you last at?: umm.... Mikes... i think.
Do your friends know you?: I guess so.
Friend that lives farthest away: Ed - Newcastle

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: dunno.
What do you find romantic?: true feelings and honesty.
Turn-on?: Dainty (sp?) Nice hair, Not a skeleton (if i can see too many ribs, you loose marks XD)
Turn-off?: Bitchy atitude... cant think of anything else
First kiss?: Never had one...
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would you feel?: I would not date them.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: Yes
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: I'm not bothered
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: No, you gotta have some beauty...
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: If they do I am yet to know (99% chance of a let down)
What is best about the opposite sex?: I dunno...
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: I dunno...
What's the last present someone gave you?: Christmas presents...
Do you consider your significant other hot?: i don't have one...

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: what?
You wanted to kill?: Too many people...
That you laughed at?: Can't remember
That laughed at you?: People in general
That turned you on?: ....
You went shopping with?: My mother
That broke your heart?: i wont disclose that infomation
To disappoint you?: numerous people
To ask you out?: Nobody.
To make you cry?: Myself... at a film XD
To brighten up your day?: ....
That you thought about?: ....
You saw a movie with?: Can't remember
You talked to on the phone?: Dad
You saw?:...meh
You lost?: My grandmother.

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: No.
Will it be with your significant other?: ....
Or some random person?: ....
What are you wearing right now?: Tshirt, baggy trousers, make shift eye patch.
Body part you're touching right now: My knee, for the sake of having something to write here.
What are you worried about right now?: College work
What book are you reading?: none
What's on your mousepad?: Blue material.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: run down, ill, melancholic, lonely, aching