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My ex (boonester93) wrote this for me when we were together! It makes me want to cry crying ! The only reason we broke up was because we go to different schools and never got to see each other!!! what really upsets me is I saw him last week but he was a jerk because he was with his girlfriend!!!! I am actually jealouse for the first time in along time!!!! I still care about him but i am not sure how he feels so i just lock it inside!!!! I miss him!!! What do i do?

watchin the love of my life pass by my eyes,
feeling like my life is full of nothing but lies.
i really really love her for sure without a doubt,
i really want to tell her but it just wont come out.
just maybe one day shell get it out of me,
but forever-until then my love will be for thee!!!!!!


cant get to sleep while lying in my bed,thinkin bout things that are stuck in my head,cant get them out its like there stuck there forever,theyll never leave and i surely mean never.i think about things that have come through the day,especially about a girl for which my life id surely pay.i think and think eventually until it tears me apart,it makes me feel so sad but i just hide it in my heart.i feel i can tell her anything and shell just sit and listen,but when im not around her i feel that somtins missin.i also feel like ive known her ever since i was a kid,yet i still think about telling her all the things that i have hid.i think about the day for when well share our first kiss,i think and think so much that its more of her i miss.i think about her hobbies and what she likes to do,i also think of all the times i told her I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ill love u till the morning in the afternoon and night,i hope we never get into a stupid pointless fight,ill always think and think of u until the day is done,and if i have a problem then 2 u first ill will run,now once agian the day is done and now its time 4 bed,but first thing in the morning its u first in my head!!!!!

By:Richard Boone Jr.