Uhhhhhhhhhh...alarm still ringin as i reached to turn it off.
I can hear my mom calling my name.
Her voice so soft, and yet not the same.
Guessing by her sound today is not a good day.
I rush to the room only to find.
That what she was telling me I wanted to cry
For you see today was the day that deasater struck me.
No, I said to myself.
Your lying i wanted to yell, but no words came out i just smiply fell.
I couldn't move or breath.
As a muffled sound pass through my ear.
The only word that i could hear.
Was FATHER and DEATH.
Three years has pasted since I lost my Great Grandmother, and two for my grandfather
Now you give me news of my father too.
What do you want i thought, as tears rolled down my cheek.
The thouht hit and i started to think, is it my fault.
I did not want to speak
We had a fight two weeks before hand i never told him i was sorry nor that i loved him.
The time of beening the oldest is not the same..
Even now as i sit here and write this to you
My eyes are gettin teare, my lip trimble.
I miss you dad but il see you again.
I'll also keep movin but this time i want, i'll smiply smile
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