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Dear dairy, Its me again. Your biggest fan, lol! I have some news, my store is open now. Its not doing all to good but hey it doesn't hurt to try. I don't think my arts bad. Anyway, Yeah I still have my crush....but its starting to hurt facing facts. My dad seems to get mad at me more. I'm having trouble in math, My brother is gone most of the time so I Alone. It hurts a lot again. I found my report card from 4th grade when Kelsey first moved to here and became my friend. It said in the first corder that I was closed in my own shell. Then Kelsey came and then it said " Is showing more class participation is more opened up". Then in the last corder said " You should be glad your daughter is very bright and has found a friend." Early this year Kelsey had this thing where she told me the truth she said she only became my friend because she didn't know anyone else and no one else was my friend. I call that pity. It hurt a lot. mmmm I'm crying again. s**t. I guess I'll have to stop here. sincerely ceci.

Posted by: Got New account name in p Sun Mar 04, 2007 @ 03:47am

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Commented on: Sun Mar 04, 2007 @ 12:58pm


	Yeah I remember when she told you that. Yeah it was really a pity friendship. Remember the fight in the notebook? That was where she admitted it. The pity. But guess what. You have friends that are better than that now. Im not your friend due to pity or anything but you. I am your friend because you were there and I was there and we will always be friends. There is nothing that could break our friendship, not even her. Yeah and the notebook thing. She just randomly started telling us that shes put up with a lot of crap from us and stuff like that and then she did the pity thing. But you know what? We were all fine one messege before hers. She ruined everything, and that brought us a stonger friendship.

Commented on: Sat Oct 20, 2007 @ 04:18am


	omg i know how you feel my first year of high school was just like that. i had not so great grades i was a loner and the friends i did have where out of pity. just remember their are people who care and never try to amount to anyones expectations but your own, reall friends like you for who you are and not how lonely you are. i have lots of friends now and am getting perfect grades, its all about self confidence. learn to love yourself for who you are.

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