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Every day life. I go around school. Every day, everythings the same. I never had any body to love, nobody to care for, nobody to love me back. Every day, I try to be nice and helping to people, but they never respect me for it. Never have i had a boyfriend, a person that would listen to my thoughts without thinking im crazy and need to die, or a person in my life to love back in return for my love. I'm 14 and yet im still hated for no aparent reason. I dont know whether it's because of my thoughts that drives people away, whether it's because of my attitude, or perhaps im just plain ugly and unwanted by every, single, person. But, i suppose i should be thankful that i have friends in my life. But i still cant figuer out why nobody respects me for anything that i do. If you read this, then you probably think i need help and need to die. Altleast you took the time to read it. And thats what counts.

Posted by: ladybeelzemon Sun Mar 04, 2007 @ 02:47am

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Commented on: Mon Mar 26, 2007 @ 09:01pm


	´¯`·.·´¯`·.·´¯`·.· That's deep Really deep i understand your pain. but you had more of it then I did. if any body reads this. and don't thinks. It's deep and painful you don't understand at all. ´¯`·.·´¯`·.·´¯`·.·

Commented on: Tue May 22, 2007 @ 03:58am


	ah yes , that one delicate time of a teenager. I had those same exact thoughts too once. So exact it seems a little scaryt. Reading this is like hearing my past self talk to me. Thats hopw bad it is. Listen , youre just going througha tough time , every teenager does. Im sure as hell youll get over this phase of depression and s**t. Trust me , when you get to my age , youll see that its all just a little phase. lol. And yes it is painful but youll stop feeling this way once you get to mayage. Its just raging hormones , uncontrollable explosive emotions , and identity crisis issues. Same ol problems every teenager has. Youre not the only one that has felt this way. Usually people who write this way believe that the world revolves around them and act as a bvictim to win from the crowd attention and pity. See? very simple , ive lived through it, I know. lol

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