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I feel so small in this world right now
I want you to know that you let me down
I’m not sure whether to love or hate you
I’m questioning if I’m glad I met you

My feelings are strong and I’m afraid I can’t hold them
You said “mine are too but there not all for you”
So what am I supposed to do?

I want to love you but it feels so wrong
But my feelings for you are oh so strong

I want to say I love you
But what you did makes me want to hate you
I gave you a while to tell me the truth
But you never said what I wanted you to

Yes, it’s true
I do love you
I would go to the ends of the Earth for you
But I’m not sure if you’d do that too.

Now my world has been turned around
Considering it was already upside down
And with my world went me, myself
Because of you I’m different now
I’m a lesser person
That’s all I can say
I was hoping, then, you were here to stay
I was hoping that you would stay with me
And for that I would pray
That maybe, maybe someday you’d stay

I guess you don’t love me like I hoped you did
But I’ll always love more than you’ll ever know
I love you much more than I did the others
The ones I told that it was over

So now I’m falling into a sea of broken tears
The place I now so very fear
The place I’ve given so many tears
Tears and fears and broken hearts

I just fell into the water
It feels so cold, like winter rain
And it hurts so bad, to feel all this pain

I looked up from the water
And I saw your face
You just stared at me with a blank expression
Not caring about my oppression

I smiled and said “Oakley, I love you,
I’m always thinking of you”
You just grinned and said “I love you too.
But I love her more than you”
I held my hand up to you but you disappeared
So you left me there to die
In the water, the water that I helped make

I’m colder than ever now.
I’m shivering so bad
My feet are so numb, I cant move
I’m sinking down, down,
Down into the bottom of these broken tears

I can’t breath
My hands are around my neck
I’ve closed my eyes
Goodbye.

I’m dead,
My soul, my spirit, my heart, there all dead
Inside I’m dead, all that is left is a body
A body that does all the things a normal person does
But I can’t feel
Inside, I know I’ll never be happy without you
Not now, it’s to late for me

I’ll move on but I’ll never be the same
I hope you see what you’ve done to me
Love has killed me
You have killed me
And yet…
I still love you
But you still love her…

So now I stand here looking the same
Yet in my mind I’m laying on a bed of nothingness
Falling onto a ground that’s not even there
My last words are for you
“I still love you”