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Wow, its been some time since I've written in this b*****d, might as well find something to dust it off with. So, I have been doing a lot of thinking lately, and I have began to realize that I'm no Popeye the Sailor. I also need some physical strength for not only my-self, but in order to rank up in the C.A.P. I need to pas the physical testing, so I get to be a stud ( xd but not really kidding) and the ability to increase my ranks faster, the "wake up call" I titled this entry. Which is what I want to become. I have started a scheduled workout session that I have been needing for sometime. I have been doing regular work outs for about a month now and I am just beginning to see results.

You all know I love results.

So I'm doing that pretty well, I go to the gym ever weekend or two just for an extra bit of training, but I do a great deal of exercise at the house using my father's old equipment. He doesn't have any real weights for his bars, so I have to cope with a greater number of reps as opposed to more weight and less reps. I think the way I have it now is better, but later when I'm more tone I'm gonna have to shell out some dough for more weights. I hate spending money, especially since I never has a whole lot at one time. (I just feel more comfortable with a reserve then with something I buy on impulse.) But enough about that,

I have also began to do much better in school since the beginning of the year. Now that Spanish class ain't breathing down my neck I have less stress to worry about. Or do I? I have always hated math. Hate hate hate. As much as teachers want to defend it, it really is useless. You only need it in college when your actually working toward your career (if your into architecture that is, or the exciting life of number crunching.) I just cant wrap my head around that class, and struggle a lot. Not to mention my teacher claims she needs a vicodin pill every morning. (And it shows, I cant learn anything from her, I usually brainstorm my own equations after a day or two, I guess that's a good trait, but my grades don't seem to agree.) As for every other subject, I'm doing pretty damn well if I don't say so myself. Especially English and Shop class. (I'm a born writer and welder what can I say?)

As for ye olde social life I'm clawing my way to alpha male in a couple of my classes, and I know which groups to stick with. (Not those egotistical "prep" type morons mind you, more like people you can just... trust and get along with, not the bottom of the food chain, but the ones who are know for their actions, not their clothes and [supposedly] good looks.)

On an interesting side note, chances had it that a kid from my high school (and grade I believe) just joined the C.A.P. Squadron. I'm all for people joining the C.A.P., but this dude looks a little... pathetic. You should have seen this guy drill SHEESH. But he is a nice and respectable guy so I won't externally degrade him, but it's fair for me to have doubts eh? Just needs a little help maybe. But whats best about this is that I now have a C.A.P. subordinate that I can talk to everyday, and he has already come to me with questions I'm happy to answer. Maybe since there are two of us, and I know we have the same lunch period, it's possible the two of could set up a recruiting table next to the real navy and army guys. xd And since I'm his seniority I'd get to be the boss! It's about time I got some real power! xd

You know... I'm starting to get bored of Gaia, I just can't deal with all the idiots that this site has on it, and I'm beginning to enter a self loathing stage because I always give myspace users s**t when I talk to them at school, but hey I guess I realize now I ain't all that much better, xd another part of the "wake up call." I still made some good comrades on this website though, and I have a guild to run, but to anyone who cares enough to have read this far into the entry: I wont be online as much anymore.