Do you ever wonder if people are just using you to get farther? Or if they pretend to like you after you've done something to upset them and they say "its all ok now". Or what they say when your not there?
Its not like I care weather or not you like me, like my actions or how I think. Its more of a why are you doing that? Do you really think I am that blonde not to figure it out? I can tell when your pretending, or trying to avoid me at all costs except when you need me for something.
I would prefer it if those people just staight up told me their REAL feelings. Thats how my best friend and I are at all times, and its great. When they are mad or pissed off or annoyed by me, they tell me. And I may not always agree or like it, but its a huge way to show me that you respect me, and I like that.
And I don't expect anyone to give me resect right away, thats something you earn. why is it that some people just think they deserve respect just because? I think that is something you earn over a period of time.
Well, I guess thats just how some people are. And I am not here to change anyone, only to help improve those wanting help, and to improve myself. You learn from every action, of everyday, of every moment, even when you don't notice it.